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aku hanye...

2012-01-06T03:23:00.000+08:00

memerlukan insan yg dapat melindungi diriku, membimbing aku ke arah yg benar, yg menyayangi diriku dan mencintai aku tidak lebih daripada Allah S.W.T.

memilih untuk hidup denganku kerana sifat aku sendiri. tidak berpura2 dan tidak bermuka2.

jodoh itu ditentukan Allah.

Ajal itu ditentukan Allah.

andai jodoh ku ada di depan mata, kau dekatkanlah.

andai dia belum lagi muncul, kau tunjukkanlah jalan agar aku dan dia dapt bertemu. :)

doaku ini agar kehidupan ku terjamin pada masa akan dtg...

wahai lelaki, jadikanlah kaum Hawa sebagai manusia yg dapt membntu kamu di kala kau susah dan dapt membahagiakn kau untuk terus bahagia dan dijamin syurga kelak. :)

lelaki yg soleh adalah lelaki yg dapat membawa isterinya ke jalan yg benar. membimbing dgn baik. dan memasuki syurga bersama2. :)

aku berdoa agar apa yg Engkau tentukan adalah yg terbaik untuk diriku Ya Allah.

Amin.

Amin Ya Robbal Alamin..

with love,

pyqa <3

relax for awhile

2012-01-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

This is my dream. to have those colourful clarinets. Ya Allah!!! :)

this is alto saxophones. :) haihhh lawa!

and this one ada trumpet :)

ouh lupa! and flutes. :)

beautiful kan? :D

thats all! :)

with love,

pyqa <3

hidup manusia tiada yg sempurna

2012-01-06T03:03:00.001+08:00

mornight. :) wohoo lame sgt tak post any entri. alaa entri sume untuk luahan je mengade2!

um, hidup.. manusia tkde yg sempurne kan? tkde yg sume ada apa yg mereka nk. come on laa. ni la kehidupan. mcm2 dugaan ada. tp dugaan tu haruslh dihadapi dgn tabah. kan? :)

knp perlu ada kwn ye? apa sbb? tk bole ke hidup sorang? tnpe ada kenalan. tk kire lelaki atau perempuan?

kawan,. sume org perlukn kawan. untuk bergembire, untuk bersedih, belaja sme2, share stories, membntu apa yg tk mampu dilakukn n so on.

guys, kawan sedih susah nk cari. sgt susah. sgt la payah. tp ble nk bergelak mcm hape, bole je jupe. dapt je cari. sbb? kawan yg baik, yg bole terima ap yg kawan dia ada, kawan dia punye sifat, kawan dia punye watak, kawan dia punye perangai, sume aspek laa kan. dia adalah kwn yg baik. yg bole dijdkn kawan. tp kawan yg hanye aggap kite just untuk luahan perasaan. tu kawan yg tkde iman. puihhhhhhh pegi jalan daaa!!!

im a music student in a University. i have friends to hang with them. friends that can make me happy. friends that can make me smile n laugh everyday to release my stress and forget all the problems. they can make me learnt what is life means actually. what the important things about it. why everyone have different life? why? different situation to face and through?

sometimes i think world is not being fair with me. bt what happens on me, make me learnt something about life. :)

well, this is

my blog, suka hati la nak bertukar2 cerita. haha

haihhhhh. I want postpone my semester. because i want to help my parents first. is it wrong? i want to collect some money for my own.

dunia ni sgt memerlukan wang sebenarnyekan. Ya Allah. ringankanlah beban kedua ibu bapa ku. permudahkanlah segala urusan mereka. Amin..

i ends my story here.

with love ,

pyqa <3

Guys,

2011-12-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

Semua kawan tidak semestinya KAWAN.. even dia ckp apa2 dia akan perlukan kita. akhirnye dia akan khianat kita juga. mengutuk juga,. same je. nk dengar cakap dia sje. haihhh.

kehidupan tanpa sempadan, batasan pada setiap langkah.

2011-09-12T00:12:00.001+08:00

pagi yang indah. tp belum terbit matahari kerana pagi ini diterangi dgn cahaya bulan yang tak brpe nk mengambang. :) yeahhh! dunia sudah berubah. masing2 semakin membesar dan aku kni berada di alam pertengahan remaja. perlu berdikari dan melalui liku2 kehidupan dgn penuh tenang dan kuat. cabaran, dugaan dan cubaan bukan lah suatu perkara yg perlu di ambil mudah. :)

yeahhhh!!! im a big girl now. such an independent but keep doing things that my mum hate it. over night but doing nothing. nahhhh! that's for along time ago. but now i'm staying for a thing that very important and need to solve it before sunrise. :) haha. my name is syafiqa. and as usually people who never know me and talk to me will say, i am such a proud person and fierce. huh? i'm not that type of person okay. i like to be friends but look at the suitability of the place. i also need to make some observation so that there's no any hesitating between our friendship. :)

now, i'm continuing my study at Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris. i am not going to be a teacher because that is not my ambition guys. :) i would like to be a performer and instructor for any school so that i can teach them how to play some instrument in the right way and technique. :)

Syukur Alhamdulillah. now i have some experience in lecturing. :)
that experience make me learn something new and make me becomes more matured then before. my students called me as miss syafiqa and some of them called me as teacher. :) it's sound weird because never in my life people call me like that. haha.

well, as my mom told me, give me some spirit to study and struggle to get the best pointer in class and keep focus when lecturer is lecturing. she's showing that she cares so much bout me. and as that i will never broke my promises and try my best to beat the rest and show to all that i'm doing the same thing! study and make my parents proud of me!

guys, as we know and some of our friends do not know, many trials have to be faced in this whole wide world! haa. it's very hard for some of us. we need to be strong to faced it. people will always judged in any kind of attitude.

when we grow up, we can see many types of people outside. we can see true friend of yours and back stabber. :) i had so many experience bout friends here. it's leaves deep wounds inside your heart. :( but at the same time it makes u learn something bout life. u learn something new and u will always be more cautious. :)

love,

pyqa <3

life in university is so much different!

2011-06-22T11:18:00.001+08:00

hye all! :) lame tak post any entry seyh. well, life as a student in a university is so busy and need to focus on my assignment. hee. truely! kt sini susah nk cari org yg betul2 jujur. i mean, tak gedik, tak GATAL! haha. pmpn of course la gedik. bt not too over. kann? mcm nk lempang pun ada. as some people that already knew about my course, let me tell u everything in here.. :) so far, friends that i had meet is so nice. tak belagak.. msuk kepala la kire. bt then, some of it, ada yg da couple time orietation laa.. hahaha. so funny! kalau kekal bagus lah.. kalau tak? jgn frust sudah laa..ok kt sni ktrg bru second week da kne compose lagu. :) i'm group with aryna for sure.. lagu da ad. lirik da ad. tggl nk prctce shje.. :) next wk need to present it in front of everyone.. whoaaaa! O_o

um almost 1 month da kt UPSI ney.. lme tak lme sgt. tp bole laaa. i miss my family. i miss my mom so much. even before this pernah duduk hostel. bt huhhhh... i miss my mom so ficking much. it's like i wanna cry and screaming to let my mom know that i wanna go home!! hhaha. ngade2 ke? so what! i want my mom to be beside me now. :( all i want is my mom's support for my studies. haaaa. my dad, my bro, my sister... also my turtle. :((

hell yeah i miss my mom so much! ;(

ok next topic. :)

my mission is wanna be a performer. a good performer. nice and even people know me because of i'm a talented person who playing in an orchestra. cehhhhhhh. hahaha. besar tak hajat? :)
kerana itu lah sy nk go on further study in music. :)

then now, i'm playing flute.. :) baru belajar ney, baru nk jinak2. masih terkang2 lg. haha. bt so far boleh laa. :) nk jadi hebat as Dr. Irene. huuu. ingat doktor tu untuk yg bedah2, yg kt klinik je ke? music pun ad yg pggl doktor tau! :)

ouh music!!!!!!! :DD

thank you for reading!
next entry will be post soon. :)
got to go people.
adiozzzzz..

love,

pyqa

dunia sudah berubah

2011-05-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

wahhh,.. da lme tak post entri. gamba gempak jep an. hehe sje je tu. lme tak post sje la buat gempak. :) um, busy la katakan. hehe. hmm. half of all which was following my stories knew that i'll continuing my further study at Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris. haha. tempat biasa2 je.:) nk jdi ckgu? yes, Insya Allah.. with Allah's will.. um, kwn2 yg lain semua da pun melanjutkan pelajaran mereka. ada yg ambil tingktn 6. ok la tu.. tgktn 6 ni mencabar..haha. da laa susah. hui. hebat laa siapa yg go on form6. hehe.

teringat masa dulu2 time sekolah.. masing2 ada gang sendiri.. haha. ble gado pggl gang. mcm kanak2. tp paling best ble ada buat folio atau projek apa2. cehhh projek kan. um, time tu laa start arguments between us.. rinduuuuu, :( now masing2 da ada hidup sndri.. paling sedih ble da tahu nk pergi mne, pergi mne..

bile belajr, then same University or what so ever, okay lg.. bile kne campak jauh2.. then sorang2, lg sadis. haha. hidup sndri.. sedangkan dulu da biase ada kwn2, even sorang pun.. itu sy la kann.. kne ada member tak kire laa sorang ke dua, kne ada. yg kenal, yg pernah tegur, pernah nampak, pernah senyum.. kalau tak, akan duduk diam, mcm batu,.. haha. maluu la knon2. pada hal!! hehe. menyetan kat sekolah. al maklum siapa yg kenal tu, phm sgt la dgn perangai sy kat sekolah mcm mne kann. :) everyones have their own stories right?

itu kire okay lg kalau dapt kat tmpat2 yg kampung tp pekan. kalau dpt dekat hutan? bangunan fakulti memang besar. memang oomm. tp keliling hutan.. ouh ma gak?! how could it be? then 10km to the city. haha. betul2 penjara. dgn tak ada kenderaan nk ke sane sini. ouh dear. how come? kesian kann? um. tak apa laa at least belajar mcm mne parents kite hidup susah dulu kann..
*choy! tak ada kaitan dherr.

sedih seyh ble tggl 4 hari je da nak bla drpd jb.. :( u all tak rase!!!!! tsk tsk.. :'(
hehe. hm, tak apa laa. nak belajar. kena byk berkorban kan? well, this is what i want..
i want and i must prove it to everyone!!! *cehhhhh. hik ;)
as my mom said, um my mom not said, advice.. advice.. hehe
halaaamak! apa siot my mom said! aduy. lupe!!!! hahaha
esk laa update balik.,
HEHEHE

love,

pyqa

shopping!!!!

2011-05-18T11:26:00.000+08:00

whuaaaaaa!!! lagi brpe hari lg seyh nk bla from jb. perhh. smlm memg shopping la. bli brg semua. beg la bagai. bju klu boleh nak sampai 6 beg plastik. kasot lain. yg tak boleh bla tu adik2 pun bli. haha. hbs lah ayah.. melayang.. tak apa lah. sorang bli yg lain pun nak.. smlm pegi la the store. murah la jugak.. tp customer services teruk babe. cashier dia kurang ajar. org layan baik2. ckp baik2 boleh nk mengentan kann... perhh hangin. mcm nak maki je. yelaa kan kne laa respect sikit. ney tak. yg supervisor dia pun sama.. dengan muka yg mcm tuh.. layann tak memuaskan. ada ke patut slh staff sndri lg nk blame customer? haiyoo. org mcm ini pun ada ke? yg tu ok lg..

ada satu part, nk letak bju kt kaunter tu. da letak yg ibu pun tlg la letak sekali brg2 tu. pasue bole ke dia ckp dgn suare yg tggi, 'eyh, nanti jgn lah cmpur' lepas tuh ambil dgn kasar bju2 tu. perhh ckp. kurang aja buda perempuan ney. tak belajar adab pe.. ada sorang buda perempuan ney bgos. dia ok je. ckp baik2. ble tanye rupe nya dia part time je kt situ. cuti semester. blaja kt UIA, engineering wowwwwwww. mwmg betul lahh kdg2 apa yg org ckp. ORG YG BERKELULUSAN, BELAJAR TGGI2, ADA ADAB. YANG TAKAT BELAJAR SAMPAI MANE JE. ADAB TAK ADA SEBB PKIR DA BGOS. certain org la kann. jgn ada yg terase. sbb ble dpt twu, buda cashier tu tak smbung blajar. bukn nk down kann. tp kau kne laa pkir skit, muke lawa hati hitam pun tak guna kann.

Ya Allah please guide me

2011-05-12T04:03:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah, andai kata ini adalah jalan terbaik untuk diriku. andai kata ini adalah perkara yg perlu aku teruskan, KAU tunjukkan lah jalan yg benar. Ya Allah andai kata ini adalah peluang untuk diriku, andai kata ini adalah tawarn untuk aku berubah. KAU permudahkan lah perjalanan ini. Kau perelokkan lah urusan dan komunikasi ini. andai kata KAU tidak merestui dan tidak meRahmati. KAU tutup lah segala jalan. KAU berikan lah penghalang. Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim. indah nya iman, indah nya Taqwa, sesungguh nya KAU Yang Berkuasa aku mohon petunjuk dari Mu Yang Berkuasa.

*tears :'(

tawaran kemasukan belajar ke ipta

2011-05-06T17:08:00.002+08:00

	SEMAKAN KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN KEMASUKAN PELAJAR KE IPTA LEPASAN SPM/SETARAF SESI AKADEMIK 2011/2012

NO. KAD PENGENALAN/MYKAD

930122015704

NAMA

NUR SYAFIQA BINTI HAFISAN

TAHNIAH!
Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut:

KOD PROGRAM

A2112

NAMA PROGRAM PENGAJIAN

DIPLOMA MUZIK #

IPTA

UPSI - UNIVERSITI PENDIDIKAN SULTAN IDRIS (UPSI)

URL SURAT TAWARAN

http://www.upsi.edu.my/kemasukan/tawaran
Pihak IPTA akan mengeluarkan surat tawaran kepada calon yang berjaya mulai 07 Mei 2011 (Sabtu)

(Klik URL SURAT TAWARAN di atas untuk mendapatkan Surat Tawaran IPTA)

CATATAN : Calon boleh mencapai Surat Tawaran melalui Laman Web IPTA mulai 07 Mei 2011 dan calon WAJIB mengesahkan SETUJU TERIMA TAWARAN sebelum 14 Mei 2011.

Sumber:
Bahagian Pengurusan Kemasukan Pelajar, Jabatan Pengajian Tinggi,

Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi Malaysia

wow syafiqa, congrates!! haha. well, peluang dah terbuka luas. insyallah la ada jln nye. ;)

those friends is my soul!

2011-04-30T12:58:00.001+08:00

nur aishah abdullah

nur aishah jaafar

arina syahira

nur aqilah mohd fauzy

valerie + saran + sarah

raja nabilah wahidah

sapeahhh! <3

amalina :))

afiqah munirah

siti rohaida

syaf :)

rindu u all sgt sgt!! :'(

adakah benar muzik melalaikan?

2011-04-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

salam sume.. well entri yg ney nak ckp psl course yg sy amek untuk further stdy. hmm. ad entri yg leps cerita psl intervw dekt UPSI. memg excited ble dapt intervw tu. yelaa. da memg bidang ke arah tu kan. da dapt memg happy la kan. um, tu satu, lg2 ble parents memg support hbs! kwn2 yg memahami pun kte go on. so, go on jep laa. time intervw tu memg best! sbb dia explain psl UPSI ney mcm mne. kehidupan dekat sne memg lbih kurg jep dgn kehidupan mse sekolah. means, time latihan2 band, time band camp. time busy nk dekat comp. alaa dgn bende tu sume da biase. sy ney memg ske advnture just ble org mule nk mnjatohkn mula laa sy akn down, like, less of self confident. tak elok kan mcm tu? tak tahu laa nk ckp mcm mne. tp memg nk sgt this course. certificate pun more to band and music.

yg ney ad satu cerita laa kan. ada yg lepas, mintak tlg sorg pak aji ney. tlg doakan. then. cerita dgn dia bout intrvw ue. then dy tanye laa course ap, jwb laa music! wahhhhh tros reject beb. perhhh sentap den dga. dia kate music da lari drpd konsep islam. da jaoh pendirian. melalaikan, memanggil syaitan. ==' gosh. aku ney amek music nk pggl setan ke hape? then dia da bebel, bg ceramah.. so, let go jep laa ap yg dia ckp. tak masuk kepala pun. tp td on9 fb la kan. tgok kt post sorg mmbe ney, dia tanye psl apa future untuk course music ney kt mmbe2 yg lain. um, start from there da mule terpikir, ad ke future? then ramai la jugak yg bg feedback kan. ok so da ad self confident. klu tak before tu memg down!!! sbb bayangkan laa ble org mule think negatif psl muzik ney. knp mesty nk ckp muzik ney mcm tu, mcm ney? bole pkir mane dtg nye nasyid klu tak ad buda yg go on blajo muzik? myb dia blaja dekt mne2, blajo sndri mcm sy and ad yg blajo amek degree kan. even berbeza care blajo bt bnde tu still muzik kan? ok laa mcm ney. slalu klu org2 tua dga radio sboh2, set timer untuk bgon, time ue tak ada muzik ke? yg meliang lentok, lagu2 slow. tga bwk kete dga lagu2 asli tu sume. bnde tu tak melalaikan ke? bende tu tak akn menjaohkan dri drpd egt Allah ke? now laa kan, dunia makin maju then org2 yg like those pak aji kne laa berfikiran terbuka. kne pkir dri sudut yg berbeza jugak. tak akn laa every music mendatangkan keburukan. can anyone explain to me? memg org akn ad yg pndang rendah dgn gitaris jalann yg men lagu smbil2 org len mkn. tu care dy crik punce rezeki kan? how can people explain bout this? if no music then how dunia ney bergerak? sunyi sepi, lonely.. bunyi hingar bingar kereta pun music ap. haha. ryte? ok laa. lain org lain pndapat kan. so, let them think what they wanna think. the most important thing is, i want and i already decide and make decision for my further study. ap2 pun Allah yg menentukan. :) dont judge the book by its cover.

yg pentng my family mmbers support and agree with what i choose. ryte?

andai kate laa, insyallah, sy dapt kt sne, klu bole nk jdik performer. join orkestra. ok kan? itu pun dapt men dgn bek. ;) klu da minat ap2 pun bole kan?

bole nk jdik cnductor. hahha. tp jaoh sgt tuh. tak ada laa hebat mcm dyrg.

hahahaha. mereka ney agak terkenal la jugak kan..

course yg sy plih ney bukn lah ke arh yg tidak baik mcm ney,...

(gambar hiasan)

see? it's diffrent ok. am i ryte?

haaa. best nye. :) haha.

yg ney lg best!!! dgn ball room yg besau! hebat!

huhu. best nyee!!

thanks for reading. ;)

love,

pyqa

Tanjung Malim, Perak ;)

2011-04-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

20 april

pg tu, pegi sekolah. nk amek instrument. so da pegi sne, jupe aryna pulak. pegi la warung jia. kejap jep. then pegi fotostat la bagai. da sttle everything aryna pun anto blik. aryna drive seyhh.. :) tu cter pg td laa an. pasue da blik uma ney kems brg ap2 yg ptot untuk bwk pegi perak. kems bju n brg2 untuk kt sne nnty. afte da ciap, on9 la kejap. update blog. ttbe ibu ayah blik then immediately sign out. hahaha. da nk maghrib tu, mandy la ciap2 smentre tggu adik yg scnd last blik from sekolah. buda sekolah kan.. :) haha. ktrg bertolak dlm pukul 8 lbih g2.. myra pulak buat hal. nanges la ap.. tp da smpy stesen minyak mintak ice cream. ouh god. dy memg slalu mcm tu. nnty da besa nk blikn dy kilang ice cream. so that ary2 tiap mse bole mkn ice cream. haha. smpy muak pun xpe..dlm perjlann nk ke sne. ttbe ibu tanye psl beg! ouh dear. memg lupe pun tp da put on the chair soh ayah yg mcok kan sme2 dgn brg2 yg len. da benty kt stesen minyk sy check la kan. thank god! ad pun. hahaha. ok so dlm perjalann ktrg have fun, nyanyi2 laa. bt da lme2, masg2 senyap. sbb tdo! :) dlm pukul 12 lbnih ktrg smpy kt uma pak busu, adik ibu. kt saujana impian, kajang, selangor. betol ke? errr betol kan? um then smpy, mak busu ad buat air. perhhhh smbil mnom bole plak aku ney tertdo. berdekk. nek la ats. gosh! no network coverage. haiyoo. kwsn uma bru memg cm ue ke? ok la xpe. da nek upstairs da ad line skit. ok time to sleep..

ney gamba adik zikry. comel kan? dy bru bgon tdo..

comel kan dy??? haha

hui dekt nye! hahha

21 april

whuaaaaa!!!!! morning everyone. hui. bgon2 tros mandy. sejok woo. tp best tros segar. haha. da ciap tron bwh breakfast jap. then ibu soh bwk tron beg. ok sume da ciap. ktrg da gerak pegi perak dlm kul 9 lbih. dlm perjlnn ue explore la kejp keadaan kt sne. ok perak bukn jb ye kwn2.. diff dy x laa sgt bt aneh la skit. sbb sy ney x byase. ;) smpy kt sne. da jupe UPSI. fst2 msok dekt kolej kediaman dyrg. byk bgunan la jugak. bole tahan besa la jugak tmpt dy. kua blik nk pegi ke UPSI. da smpy tu, umm fst impression pintu gerbang, err bukn pintu gerbang laa, pintu masuk dy agk kecil shje. tp ble msok. whoaaa!!! besa k bangunn dy. byk blok! da pusing2 crik fakulti muzik kt ne mcm round crik ap jep. da park kete tu. berjaln la pegi msok dlm. da pusing stu round bru jupe blik muzik stu. hahaha. jupe la aryna. (kwn time sekolah dlu,. bnd jugak. tga intrvw.) ok sy punye time ptg nnty.. hae. serm sejok. da lme2 ue aryna kua laaa. dgn muke dy yg excited tu. hahaha. bercerite mcm2 la kan. dga jep. nnty time sy tak tahu la mcm mne. then dyrg da sttle nk bla pegi mkn. sy pun dgn fmly pegi mkn dekt kdai mamak dekt dgn kolej kediaman UPSI. hae. xslera seyh. bukn sbb xsedap. tp sbb berdebar. hehe. pkir mcm2 kowt. haiyoooo. da ciap mkn ktrg pun pegi UPSI nk get ready. dftr la bagai. duduk jap. tgok ad buda bwk trombone. hahaha. ad jugak buda brass band kan. ad yg bwk kompang laa. ad yg xtwu ap2. mcm2 seyh. RECORDER pun ad. bhahahaha. xley nk kte ap la kan. setiap org ad bakat tersndri. bt mcm sy ney memg dlu brass band la kan. so bwk clarinet jep. da tggu a few hours tu, turn sy pulak. sy org last!!!!! hahaha. before msok slm parents dlu la kan. then msok dgn langkah kaki knan dgn harapan pass intervw ney. da msok beri slm la bagai. hai yoo. sgt byk ckp rupenye org ney. lynkan jep la kan. byk ktwe seyh. dy byk tanye psl sekolah n psl world marching band comp tu. um buat dang jep laa. jwb yg positif jep la kan. xnk la timbul isu ap2 nnty. haha. ble time sy xkne nyanyi. byk gle yg skip. sbb dy kte last so xpe. tp risau. buat nye mksod dy, 'xpe la yg last reject!' gosh xnk la kan. hmm. time intrvw tu dy byk psychology, and ask bout religion. psl smbhyg, psl pky tdong psl time practce akn bukk tdung ke x. erkk?? I'm not that type of person. dy da bebel2 ckp psl UPSI then we end our meeting just like that. haha. da kua tu tros blik then kecoh bercerita kt dlm kete. ap jep. ;)

ktrg decide nk jupe abg dekt Teluk Batik Resort, Lumut, Perak. on our way to lumut, stop by dekat sawah padi. da amek2 gamba la bagai. ttbe ad serangge aneh dekt dlm kete. wut the....???? hahahaha. sumtg like nyamuk laaaa. tp kecik gle! saintis kne buat kajian ney. :)

dipendekkn cter. da xjupe abg, ktrg tdo dekt virgo batik resort. services dy ok. syok la tdo sne. ramah2 org dy. nk mkn kne order dlu then chef dyrg akn msk. hae. sedap nye mknn2 dy.. ney ad a few gmba spnjng dekt perak. :)

ktrg bermlm dekt virgo batik resort. then gerk dlm kul 12 lbih nk g kajang. tp ad singgah r & r nk mkn nk bli brg. byase laa ibu nk bli mcm2.. klu x, x kan gerk. haha. so afte that da gerk pegi kajang, sampy dlm pkul 7 lbih. stay sne sampy pkul 10 lbih. ahhaha. sampy jb dlm pkul 2 lbih.. hui peny seyh. esk nye lepak. bt esk nye ad event kt Pan Pac.. :)

so thats all for now. hee. :)

love,

pyqa

preparing for the interview at Tanjung Malim, Perak

2011-04-20T16:25:00.000+08:00

today and yesterday, i already make some preparation for my interview tomorrow. well, it's such an interesting time but a bit scared because i need to present in front of the judges alone. i need to play a song with just one instrument and sing a song. and now I'm done my work. packing my stuff, make sure everything is done and complete! fuhh. it's 21 hour more to go. grrrrr. seram!! but I'm very excited what.. i like this course and i really want it. just now, early in the morning i went to my school to take my instrument, clarinet. want to see it?

here they are.

well, one day i'll have one for me. haha.

pfffttt.

pray for me guys!

May i keep cool and calm when facing the judges. :)

insyallah!! :)

love,

pyqa

to pretty sweety gurl!

2011-04-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

alright for this entry, i would to wish

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

Amalina Nur Saadah

did i spell correctly? haha. sorry if there has spelling error inside ur name. well my wishes is

May ALLAH bless u

success in everything u do.

achieve what u're dreaming of!

always in parents guide

last shout!

i love u as long as i live. ;)

this one is the birthday cake to replace ur present! hehe

is it nice my dear? haha.

thank you for reading. ;)

love,

pyqa

experience in massage-ing

2011-04-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

hye all! haha. happy ni ha. sbb bru blik drpd kursus. kursus ap? ha tgok tu ha title post ni. pegi tanya lg wt pe.. aduy. ok cter nye mcm ni.. haha. mcm mne ek? um cm ni.. td an g kursus. da last day laa. ish sdeh seyh. tak ad laa sdeh sgt. bt bole laa. sbb dyrg tu da last2 bru la nmpk ad yg sportg, ad yg kepo2! ad yek ye bgos! ad yg kuat beta! hae. mcm2 ragam manusie ni act. ad sorg aunty tu dy bek dgn sy tau. n ad aunty ni pun bek jugak. sgt bek. blajo urut dgn dy laa. means dy ckgu yg mengajo urut dlm kelas ni laa. ktrg sume da 3 minggu la kire blajo an. this week last tau. td ad la sesi bergambo tp tak sume la yg amek gambo. konon2 malu laa ap laa. haha. lantak pi laa. ad yg amek gambo tu amek la an.. nk tgok gmbo2 nye?

jap ye...

ha ni dia!!

oryte yg ni peserta2 kursus. yg bju putih tu ckgu ktrg! :)

hehe. gmba ni sy nmpk gediks skit! ;) ni gmba rmy2. tp ad lg sbena nye.

yg ni gmba first act. mls nk betol kan. hehe. muke masg2 tak nk senyum an. bengang tol! ==' konon2 makcik2 ni garang2. bhahahaha.

ok for this one act before start urut kne warm up dulu. so that ur finger tak terkehel la an.

best tau! ;)

berbalik kpd cter sy. time da nk ending an. masg2 mcm tak nk blik. tp ble da hbs amek2 gmbo tu. masg2 laju jep. pndang blkng. sume hilang! mak ui. hebat!

ad sorg aunty ni dy sportng sgt2. hahha. spatot nye time urut kne laa relaxxx. bt time dia urut madah berdekk je. haha. memg lawak gle. ad je yg dia buat lawak.

nk tgok aunty ruby?

ni dia aunty ruby...

uishhh. aunty ruby kuat posing act au. hahaha. klako la aunty ni.. her name's act. Rubiah. bt her nickname is ruby so that she asked us to call her aunty ruby.

time ni dia ktwe sndri, hahaha. tak tahu la knp. terkejot gak act. bt da tgok dia ktwe sorg2. ktrg pun ktwe la kan.. ktwe sbb klako. dia ktwe cm nk pecah perot.

well, aunty ruby likes to share everything about massage with us. thought she's very funny and happy go lucky. she likes to smile. when she laughing, hui. things that not funny will become so interested topics. haha. gonna miss her. :(( hope we'll see soon.

jemput dtg rumah la aunty. :))

so i end my story until here. enjoy reading. ;)

love,

pyqa

BEN ASHAARI AJAK JADI BUDAK BUDAK SAT !

2011-04-15T19:24:00.001+08:00

this is abg ben! ;) lets join before mid night.

1. APAKAH KAREKTOR KARTUN YANG PALING KORANG MINAT DAN KENAPA ..

firstly, memg ske katun ney dlu2. adik berdik prempn, masg2 plih sorg stu karater dlm PPG. haha. comel kan dyrg ney? so ckop la xgado. lg stu sbb dyrg ney npk sopan, tp dyrg ney hebat! haha

ha yg ney sailor moon. kenl kan dyrg ney? alaaa dlu2 byk la kua dlm tv. laa ney da kureng! tak tahu la kenape. zaman da berubah kowt :)

haaaa!!! yg ney pun ske. haha. mcm bengong2 gitu. lg2 dgn mak dy yg mcm tuh.. haha. ayah dy pulak jens yg diam n lurus! hadoy. memg tak kering gusi la kan.. ske katun ney sbb stu family pun join jugak. ktwe time da ptg2. hehe. dan time ney fmly sume berkumpul smbil minum ptg bersame2.

2. APAKAH KARTUN PALING KORANG TAK MINAT LANGSUNG NAK TENGOK dan kenapa ..

katun yg tak ske? um mcm tak ada je abg ben. apa ek? jap la pkir dlu.. errr ap seyh sume katun best2 je. haha.

ney la kowt.

hahaha. memg ney pun! tak ske katun ney. nyampah! sgt lembap masg2. ske buat aktiviti yg ba wau doh. aduy.

3. Jika aku SUPERHERO ,AKU NAK JADI ...

SPIDERMAN!!! hahaha. sy ney mls sgt nk jaln sne jaln sni. lg2 ble time ibu mintak tlg.. time bli brg2 dapo. perhhhh. klu jdik cm spiderman ney bgos gak. lompat sne, lompat sni.. hehehe

ha smpy sni shje laa. spe nk join? nk join klik SINI

join la ye.. :)

IM bersama kak Yan! ;)

2011-04-14T20:30:00.002+08:00

pika dpt upsi??

8:01pm

ha a kak­ ­

:)­ ­

wahh!!

muzik­ ­

best!!

pegi lar....

cuber.....

temuduge jep kak..­ ­

:)­ ­

mggu depn.­ ­

x per gie jep....

ary kames­ ­

maner tau rezeki....

i supprt u!!!

haha. yela. insyallah la dapt­ ­

wahhhhhhh akak support???­ ­

thank you! muah muah muah­ ­

hahahahhaaa!!!!

good luck!!

all the best!!

yeahh thank you! ;)­ ­

syukur ke hadrat Ilahi!!

2011-04-14T16:57:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah! berkat doa ibu bapa yg tidak pernah putus telah memperkenankan impian aku selama ini. memg since aku f3 nk msok UPSI. kerana doa ibu ayah juga memberikan aku peluang untuk meneruskan cita2 aku selama ini. ecehhhhhh. hahaha. betol laa. thank you juga kepade kwn2 yg telh byk mendoakn dan mmberikn semangat. Ya ALLAH! syukur! sgt sgt bersyukur.

Dgn penuh takzim diucapkan:

Syabas dan tahniah kerana saudara/i telah terpilih untuk menghadiri temu duga/ujian khas bagi Semester 1 Sesi 2011/2012, Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris (UPSI).

NAMA	:	NUR SYAFIQA BINTI HAFISAN
NO. KAD PENGENALAN	:	930122015704
ANGKA GILIRAN	:	A01U4040008
TARIKH TEMU DUGA/UJIAN KHAS	:	21/04/2011 (KHAMIS)
PUSAT TEMU DUGA	:	UPSI, TANJONG MALIM, PERAK

Butiran lengkap mengenai tarikh, masa dan tempat melapor diri adalah
seperti yang dinyatakan dalam Slip Menghadiri Temu Duga/Ujian Khas.

Selamat menjalani temu duga/ujian khas.
Selamat Maju Jaya.

ALHAMDULILLAH! *lompat2. sengih2. ketawe2. terduduk! ;)

well, pray for me for the next level! :))

love,

pyqa

tak ada kerja cari kerja!!

2011-04-14T10:43:00.002+08:00

byk lg act. hehe. ad lg 20 lbih. :)) mls nk upload byk2 nnti ad yg jtoh aty! kihkihkih ;)

love,

pyqa

about faceblog!

2011-04-14T08:57:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT DATANG DIUCAPKAN KEPADA SEMUA YANG SUDI HADIR KE THE FACEBLOG. TUJUAN FACEBLOG DIWUJUD IALAH ATAS DASAR UNTUK MENGUMPUL DAN MEMBINA SATU KOMUNITI BLOGGER KHUSUSNYA DI SELURUH MALAYSIA DAN DUNIA AMNYA. MARILAH KITA BERSATU DAN BERKERJASAMA DALAM MEMBANTU RAKAN-RAKAN BLOGGER KITA DI SELURUH MALAYSIA. SEPERTIFACEBOOK, KAMI JUGA MEMPUNYAI TUJUAN YANG SAMA IAITU MENJALINKAN HUBUNGAN YANG LEBIH ERAT ANTARA PARA BLOGGER DI SELURUH MALAYSIA SELARAS DENGAN TEMA YANG KAMI GUNAKAN IAITU SEAKAN-AKAN TEMAFACEBOOK. SERTAILAH KAMI DAN BERSAMA KITA MEMERIAHKAN DUNIA BLOG MALAYSIA.

TERIMA KASIH

pagi yg indah!

2011-04-14T07:44:00.003+08:00

selamat pagi semua! haha. tgok jam pkul bpe? tak ada la pg sgt. hehe. sptotnye sy kne pegi kdai. keje dgn ibu laa seyh. ;) tp ayah kte pegi time lunch. ok time lunch. tp semangat sgt. tak bukak2 lg selendang ney. hehe. kdai ibu kdai ap eyh kdai Lin Spa & Beauty.

klu duduk kt kdai tu just buat product je laa. panaskan sauna la, bersihkan bathtub, sapu2, sediakn towel la sgle.. mcm2 laa. alaaa x an nk listkan byk2? haha.

herbal yg ad kne check blik.

ini lah contoh2 nye..

herbal mcm ney tak ada kt spa ibu tu. hehe. yg ada semua yg da siap. just nk bubuh dlm product shje. ni display.

hee. sje2 tunjuk. buat penoh entri.. tp herbal ney memg ada. letak kt showcase dgn drawer sblah pintu. kasi harum skit bau spa ue. bru la betol2 spa! ;)

ok, slalu guest after buat facial or body scrub or anything kitrg akn bg herbal tea. fucntion dia agr pesakit mendapt peredaran darah yg lbih baik. pernafasan yg lbih lancar..

mahu cuba? jemputlah dtg buat facial k. ktrg ad baucer. drpd rm100 tron kpd rm39. murah x? byk bole buat. save!

alaaa kdg2 pun kt uma sndri bole ap buat herbal sndri. pokok lidah buaya ni pun ada kegunaan nye.. potong skit daun dia, buang kulit amik isi dia. jdik aloe vera.. hehe. kt sekolah tu klu nmpk pokok mcm ni botak, tu keje sy! hehehe. eyh bukn semua. ada la dlm 3, 4.. kihkihkih. ampunkan sy ckgu! ;)

bukn sy shje yg buat. org len pun ada. ktrg amik skit je. buat pembekal tenage ble ngantok. hahaha. budak2 jgn ikot k..

ok laa. until here i stop. :)

love,

pyqa

kehidupan yg penuh dugaan

2011-04-14T02:28:00.006+08:00

kdg2 dlm khidupan ni tak ad yg sempurne. no body's perfect kan? org tak pernh nk melihat yg batin sbb memg tak nmpk. tp cuba klu org tu memahami seseorg. da lame tak update blog. nk update tp byk sgt yg nk dickpkn. haha. klu ckp kang ad yg sentap. hae. since da benti keje ney. mcm2 bole buat. um tak kate laa ble keje sume bnde tak ble buat. bole tp kan tak ad la full time sgt. um knp dlm dunia ni ad kwn yek? kwn tu memg bole dibuat sbg peneman. tp bygkan lah klu kwn tu sndri pun bukn nye betol sgt. kdg2 tak tahu nk ckp ap.. klu kwn tu tego , then kwn ue betol, tak ap.. sgt sgt terase dan bnde tu sgt berbeza time sekolah dulu. ye memg mereka bercerita antre stu same lain. tp tak perlu nk mention name. :) saya klu da sentap memg mcm ni. hae teringat time dulu tau. time kwn2 sume kwn. :) phm tak? means sume berkawan laa. tak ad yg ke sini or ke sane. sume berkawan. bila berpecah ni berpunca drpd seorg kwn yg mula backstabber. biase laa. dlm hidup ni klu tak ad mslh xsyok! hahaha. byk bnde ni nk bebel. kite ni tak perlu sbenarnye nk terase2 ni. yelaaa. sape la kita. tak kan org tu nk jage hati dan perasaan kita shje kan.. um tp tak semudah tu nk endah tak endah. klu nk di ikutkan, sume bnde pun bole dilupekn klu senang.. kdg2 kan, kwn2 ni ad sbb knp dia rapat dan sntiase dgn kita. biase la tu, tak kan tak phm kan... dlm hidup ni kne ad give and take. tak payah la nk touching sgt... bila da keluar drpd sekolah kan, lg byk bnde yg nk ditempuhi. byk org yg kita kenl dan jumpe. lg la terok dan tak berhati perot. dyrg ni mamahami mcm kwn2 dekt sekolah dulu. ap hal eyh? sbb dyrg kan pkir dyrg ney da beso. so wt hape la nk jge hati la bagai. hidup ni tak bole nk sedih sgt,. klu ad kwn yg memahami dan sntiase ad untuk kita da ckop bgos. kne la bersyukor. tp klu dapt kwn yg buang kita tpi jaln, memg jgn pndg tros. klu ad buat silap cept2 minta maaf. jgn diam je, pedas! pedih menahan... klu kawan tu buat slh maafkan la ye. ni kwn da minta maaf lg nk buat dang. ble tego nk xnk. Ya ALLAH, KAU yang Maha Mengetahui perasaan aku ni. sgt sedih k.. bercerita yg burok2. tak sdih ke? hmm. klu org tak hargai pgorbana kita slme ni, buat ap pasang angan2 nk berbaik? buang je la jaoh2 ye.. jauh lg perjalanan. nnti dekt U jupe org yg mcm2 lg. ikan di dlm laut byk.. tak perlu la risau dgn spe nk berkwn..

dlm hidup ni kne byk berdoa. kne la tabah mnghadapi everytng dlm hidup.

yg slalu guide and support kita adlh parents kita sndri. :)

kan best dapt berkwn mcm ni.. :)

hope sgt dapt berkwn semula dgn semua. tp dyrg nk pulak kan.. masg2 da ad life sndri. da tak kesah. tp sy kesah.. :((

kan best klu semua berkwn, tak nak la gado2 ni.. ap func? :(

buat sedih je kan..

hae. tak ap laa.. rmy lg kwn2 yg len. :)

love,

pyqa

decision after result announcement

2011-03-31T15:54:00.005+08:00

syukur! result xde laa terok mne pun, tp ok laa. um, parents da apply kan maktab, upsi, uitm. byk laa. men hembos jep. hahaha. bt the most important thing is, sy nk amek muzik. nk jugk!!! xkire laaa. yg pentg muzik. ap seyh muzik.. hahaa. ad org ckp cm ue dgn aku. eyh bia laaaa. aku ske. skty laaa,..

ini adlh Universiti Perguruan Sultan Idris

perhhhhh besau! best x UPSI? cm best.. nk mcok cni laa. tp ad org ckp, muzik ney byk gne duet. yekep? alaa kte pun nk blaja an. hui UPSI!

sedetik bersama pn hjh maimon

2011-03-31T15:30:00.002+08:00

3:27pm

moga2 dpt apa yg diminta ya,belajar lah selagi terdaya,usia masih muda,gunakan sebaik2nya.nanti kena soal,apa yg kita buat pd waktu muda kita.solat jgn tinggal.saya sayang kamu.

hahaha. gle laaa. terharu beb!!

Bila Bahang result nak keluar mula terase

2011-03-19T15:42:00.004+08:00

perhhhhhh!!! result da nk kua la siot!!!!! tgn, kaki, badan, menggeletar seyh! uhui. tak terkata takot seyh. ahai. terpikir mcm2. riak muke masing2 yg berbeza. muke nk terberak laa, nk terkucil laa, sakit perut laa,.. yg paling terok yg xley berckp! berpeloh2. hahaha. melampau beno la ue ek. perrhh tp memg betol laa. bahang result nk kua da terase. bile nk melangkah rase cm ats angin jep an. kaki tak jejak tanah. hae. time sembhyg pun nk doa gigil2. ecehhhhhh!! haha. tp betol pe. time dulu2 nk amek result PMR rase cm nk tercabot gigi. ney SPM nk tercabot ap lak ek? lutut? perhhh. memg rabu ney dtg skula nek wheelchair laa an. haha. stndby awal2. ish!! kaki ad. excited jupe mmbe n ckgu stu, gigil nk amek result pun ad gak. silap2 dok dlm toilet jep an. haha. tggu sume org blik bru amek. ekeke. yg paling xley bla. junior2 da booking awl2 soh btwu result. klu masing2 nk jdik org fst, then mak bapak aku org ke bpe? ayoooo. xyh btwu korg la eyh. tyme korg pun aku xnyebok! hehehehe. *pdhal tanye org len ney. haha. hae. cmne laa rupe result aku nnti. kne pkir plak nk jwb ap klu x elok! aduy. cik kne pikiak hbs2 dlu.. kang xmcok uma mmpus. nk dok mne nnti? haha.

time da hbs SPM memg laa syok. sbb da leps drdp belenggu buku tebal2. lg2 sj an. perh. klu xley tdo, bukk buku sj tros bole tdo. smpai tak sedo stu ap pun! ekeke. konon la plan mcm2 dgn mmbe nk keje mne. then da dapt keje ad xpuas aty. ue stu, psl gaji psl stff2 len lg. yg ue xyh amek hal la! skrg ney pkir psl result. hehe. hui takot MAK!!

klu result bagos, aku nk buat frame besau! buat copy tampal kt dinding uma. hahahaha.

yek ye jep aku ney an. hehe. bangge skit! ;)

hae. ap2 pun, kne byk doa la an.. :) last shout good luck and all the best for everyone who's candidate SPM 2010. May all of us have a good and dedicated result. ;)

love,

pyqa

the thing that can't be expected

2011-03-18T11:03:00.004+08:00

when i make a move and customize my step. i always think and decide. why i take this decision. why i dare to do it. suddenly i realized, because i want an experience, a job and to find some money for myself. i did it! i found a job that can make me learn something new. but then, after a few months, the culture and situation that i faced make me feel like hell!! such a stupid person and i can imagine about the pass. how come all those people being so selfish. fine, maybe just me feel it. ooh dear, if someone made shit and doing the bad way towards u, what would u feel? is it happy? stupid la. if a person take advantage with your kindness what would you do? just smile and say can? or feel happy and excited because people need your help? Ha. i already feel tired and worst. when everything going bad, i took a decision, RESIGNATION. but when? when people no longer need you, what for you stay for a long period? all i think is just want to get out from the hell as soon as possible. if you working and helping for a good reason for a good experience, why do you need to go? but in different reason, I'll make a move for my own good..

I WANT EVERYONE HAVE A TEAMWORK WHEN WORKING!

thank you for all those experience. I've learn so much thing. being polite with people and respect them. how to serve and do some customer service. everything is so nice.. but just the culture and some staffs..

even, kids have a teamwork in doing any jobs. think about it!

love,

pyqa

when work become worst

2011-03-06T13:24:00.005+08:00

penat nye keje.. tp best ble ad teamwork.. ney x, ad yg amek kesempatan.. aduy. ue yg mls nk keje.. buat baik cm tahi.. knon skula baik2. tp hampeh. prangai x matang lngsong. egt an matang. sat lg, choy!! jaoh langit dgn bumi. ble minta tlg, mampus! tejon lombong la jwb nyee. ad stu part ble sndri buat silap.. byase la ue an.. bukn sngaje.. aku ney memg glabah skit ble org ramai.. bukn glabah gle vavi. tp gugup skit. lg2 ble da kne skli dgn guest. perhhh.. ble part2 kne komen, org blkng buat, tp yg depn ngadap. uhui. cm nk penampo jep an. ble tego ckp mcm bagos! da ue, buat keje xbetol.. bgos sgt ke ble buat muke depn guest? Masyallah. Allah shje yg Tahu.. cube la klu korang sume bayangkan ble buat sesuatu pkre yg mmerlukn teamwork. then mmbe sndri dlm tmpt keje ue x tlg antre stu sme lain.. x hangin? sume buat sndri.. yg xley bla ad stff ney tga xde mood. ok la phm.. aku x kcu kau, kau jgn kcu aku. aku tga buat keje bole plak kau nk amek perhtian an. hae. xsemena mena kne hablo dgn aku. pasue memenjng xtego la, ble jaln ngelak2.. haa yg tga bce ney xpyh la nk sebar2kan cter.. kang mkin besa cter nye. blog aku, ske aku la nk tulis ap.. hm. ble ibu da start tanye, "yg kau asek closing ney knp? sje nk ngelak jupe aku? xnk dok uma?" mak ai.. da ms buat schedule. nk ckp ap. kang asek request, mengade2 plak kang. hae. aku ney masih duduk dgn parents. so kne la follow. kdg2 ue tipu2 gak. ckp nk tlg ms.. ksian ms buat sorg. hae. manusie an.. mne pena nk think positif. da twu serba serbi, mula nk komen laa, nk label org ue cm ne.. pui!! dunia mcm ney laa. scme dgn khdupn kt sklh.. rindu nye kt sklh.. :( tp ue sume tggl knangan.. yg skrg kne lalui dgn tabah.. wlu ap pun yg brlaku. tetp kne prcye dri sndri.. sbb dri kter jep yg kne tlg dri sndri..

syafiqa, ap yg berlaku ue sume hanye laa dugaan dan halangan dlm hidup yg perlu ditempuhi.. walau apa pun yg berlaku, hanye Allah sahaja yg Maha Mengetahui knp dan mengapa ia terjadi pd diri kita.. kuatkan iman dgn zikrullah.. tabahkan hati dgn bacaan Bismillah.. kuatkan semangat dgn fardhu.. setiap perkataan yg keluar drpd bibir adalah niat dlm diri sndri.. what ever it is family always first..

love;

pyqa

sedarlah wahai manusia

2011-02-28T14:18:00.002+08:00

Kita sebenarnya boleh lakukan apa sahaja yang terbaik dalam pekerjaan dan mengurus kehidupan kita di sana, namun jika mengurus kehidupan diri sendiri berserabut, ia akan bertukar menjadi segala-galanya tawar. Apa untungnya seorang yang mempunyai harta kekayaan yang melimpah ruah, tetapi gagal dalam rumah tangga dan anak-anak dibiarkan?

Bagi saya sehebat mana sekalipun pekerjaan yang dapat, kehidupan diri yang gagal adalah yang benar-benar GAGAL.

Sepatutnya sebagai seorang insan yang berjaya adalah insan yang berjaya membawa orang yang paling dekat menjadikannya orang yang paling disayangi dan dihormati, bukan dijauhi dan dibenci. Dalam masa yang sama dia juga dihormati oleh orang bawahnya sebagai pekerja.

Jika mengurus rumah tangga punah ranah, ia akan meresap masuk ke peringkat kerja hingga akhirnya seseorang itu akan merosakkan keadaan dengan masalahnya sendiri

Sebab itulah benar sekali kata Sayidina Umar Al-Khattab :

“Hisablah diri kamu sebelum kamu menghisab orang lain”

Yang paling pertama sekali kena pimpin adalah memimpin diri sendiri. Jika tidak mampu, sahlah orang yang berilmu tinggi mana sekalipun menjana wang, tidak dikira mempunyai kredibiliti.

Siapakah yang paling susah dipimpin dalam hidup ini?

Jawapan yang paling layak adalah diri sendiri!

Sebab itulah bukan sebab luaran penyebab kegagalan seseorang itu dalam rumahtangganya, atau kerjayanya, melainkan semuanya bermula dengan diri sendiri. Usah menyebut tentang kelemahan orang lain andai diri sendiri tidak dikenali, susah dipimpin diri sendiri.

Bagaimana soal memimpin diri ini? Ibarat kita memandu kereta, yang menyebabkan kesesakan lalulintas itu adakah kita persalahkan kereta orang lain semata-mata, sedang sikap kita sendiri tidak dinilai dalam memandu itu? Maka di situ kembali pada persoalan asas, bagaimana kita mahu memimpin diri sendiri adalah kita sentiasa menilai persoalan diri sebelum menilai masalah orang lain.

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tersebut adalah beberapa bingkisan drpd aku untuk mereka yg berkenaan. andai lah dapt manusia itu melihat dan mmbca entri ini.. andai lah manusia itu dapt memahami kehidupan ini. andai lah manusia itu dapt menerima qada'dan qadar dunia. indah nya dunia tanpa pancaroba! ckup lah aku shje yg terkena. yg dia tahu nk menyalahkan aku, tp tak pernah nk ambil tahu knp boleh terjadi. diri sndri tak betul tp nk betulkan org lain. nasihat tak akan masuk kalau org lain sudah tahu akan perihal diri kau itu. sedarlah..

Ya Allah, Mudah Mudahan penderitaan aku ini akan berakhir dengan penuh kesedaran dan keinsafan mereka. Andai umur ini tidak panjang, kau Panjangkan lah umur mereka agar kesilapan lalu dapt ditebus semula. Kau ampunilah segala dosa2 mereka baik yg lalu atau pun baru. Sesungguh nya aku amat menyanyangi mereka biarpun caci makian mereka sudah menjadi lali dlm benak kehidupan ku. AMIN

love,

pyqa

bila kehidupan mula bergolak

2011-02-27T02:28:00.003+08:00

saat kaki menghayunkan langkah ke halaman rumah.. hati ini tertanya2 apakah reaksi ibu dan ayah.. terbayang wajah kerisauan dan kemarahan yg bakal diajukan kepada ku. selepas beberapa minit, setiap apa yg aku jangkakan.. memg benar2 belaka.. tiada satu pun yg silap, salah atau terpesong daripada anggapan ku.. terima kasih kerana mngajukan ayat2 yg selama ini ku tidak sangka akan keluar daripada bibir mu.. terima kasih!

terima kasih sbb mghalau..

indah nye zaman kanak2, tak ada yg nk memilih2 time nk apa2. minta, tanya, dapat! skrg, jgnkan minta, tanya pun takot! aptah lg dapt. even duet sndri pun kne.. apa ni? smpai ble nk aku dudk bwh mrka? apa yg aku pkai skrg semua duet aku.. tak ada kaitan dgn diorang. tp knp msti nk kong2? nk kawal semua pergrkn aku? memg laa aku masih mentah. tp klu semua bnde aku yg buat, aku yg byr.. minta kne mrah.. then bru skrg nk care psl aku sedangkan sblm ni lngsong tak pernh nk ambil tahu. tlg laa, mohon berikan aku kelonggaran dlm kehidupan. pulangkan balik brg2 yg diambil.. itu hak aku, aku ada hak nk buat apa. yg lain tak kena tp aku je yg dikawal. apa bnde semua ni?

SELESAIKAN MASALAH ANTARA KORANG DULU BARU LAH BOLEH JADI CONTOH YG BAIK UNTUK AKU!

love,

pyqa

talking talking

2011-02-23T13:35:00.002+08:00

whoaaa! on9 blog tp x update. hehe. xtwu nk update ap.. smlm tgok blog2 org tername. ecehhh. gle laa. blaja la cmne nk upgradekan blog sndri ney.. tp bru blaja an. so mkn mse la gak. stu hari suntok dok mngadap pc jep. haha. sakit mte!! seda2 da pkul 2 pg. wohoooo!! time stalker2 and blogwalking tu, check la mne2 blog yg len mcm.. unic and fancy!. mcm2 dyrg buat untuk blog sndri.. mne blaja ney? =..=' hae. lme gle pkir. last2 tanye la mmbe2 yg pro ney an.. letak iklan la sgle.. dapt income tu! gle la weyh. haha. bru twu ney! excited sgt. almaklum laa, post blog pun stahun skali! haha. blog sndri ney ad la upgrade skit. just tmbh2 ap2 yg ptot n yg pntg x npk laa semak! kne la pndy jugak nk buat ap2 ue an. klu da semak, memg punah laa org nk bukk. berat! then nnti lmbt loading.

oryte ney ad cter len pulak. a long keje kt sne an. byk bnde da blaja. lately ney madah kne cmpak dok kt blakang jep. ary ney kne jdik utility pulak.. haiya. pent tau dok blkg ney. bukn sembarang. plus, klu kt blkng kne alert ap yg da hbs.. kne topup blik brg2 yg da hbs. kne buat cpet2.. then kne laa pantas sbb kdg2 cstmer ad yg hilang sbr.. xley nk sbr n xde ksbrn. hae. paling bosan klu dok depn tu, madah kne maki jep dgn cstmer. org blkg yg buat lmbt. server yg kne. huish. act an, da decide nk resign.. tp dyrg ney pndy amek aty laa. dyrg ckp la benefit keje kt stu. dapt ap, ap bgos n keistmewaan keje kt stu.. tp da pent laaa. anto, amek order berlari2.. tp klu org len buat relaks2 jep. np ek? then senang2 jep past2 keje kt org len.. wahwahhhhh. sndri punye keje sndri buat laa an. tp xpe, bru lg.. so blaja. ad part tu, kne jdik cashier au. byase la cashier mne bole glabah. klu x nnti ad kang yg short!. uhui. jdik cashier memg best tau! kne la buat sopan2. bukn lmbt! tp sopan. sbb jgn smpai kne short. best jdik cashier x byk keje. tp klu da short ue punah laa nk gnti duet. hrge mknn kt kdai tu klu singgit due xpe.. ney skali mkn da puluh2. perhhh. hahaha. smlm msok keje kul 1 au. then, buat la ap yg ptot.. ms syidah g sblah. anto duet. hahaha. yg ktrg buat hal sndri an. kehkehkeh. buat air ske2. mne yg xpena mnom air2 tu, buat la ske2. buat float, caramel laaa.. tp xblend la an.. gle? hahaha. kntoi la klu blend. nceb bek ms x mra. hahaha. sb nami mnom lmbt then ms npk. aduy sengal! =..= ary ney closing seyh. perhhhh. minx2 la blik awal an. pent kowt. smlm tdo lmbt! hehe. bergayot la an. al maklum laa ad org tu bli hot ticket. tp dy demm. soh tdo awal xnk. mngade!! haha. tp best gak dapt gayot.. hae. esk off day. nk kua. minx2 la ibu ayah kci kua. :)) nek bus pun xpe. x mustahil pun laaa. nxt wk myb cuti ary slse. yeahhh!! xtwu la amalina ney nk pegi mne.. jupe dy punye la tuh!! kt ostel ke an. haha. nta la dy. ok laa. nk get ready g keje ney ha. nnti ad lg post psl.. tuttttt. hha

love;

pyqa

some quotes that i create just for u..

2011-02-12T02:41:00.004+08:00

tears again..

i love it when my fingers are entangled in yours and my head was on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. it made feel so safe. like nothing bad could happen to me. bt then, it happen to u.. i miss all the moments that we share together and the time that we spent almost everyday..

love, do what makes u happy. Be with who make u smile. Laugh as much as u breathe and love as long as u live..

i miss when u start a jokes to make me happy, laughing even my story is not funny, smile even u're in pain, be there when i need u and listen to my tears even u're tired working whole day night.. i miss u so much..

faith makes all things possible.

love makes them easy..

i miss the old u..

one day, i caught myself smiling with no reason.. haha. then i realized i thinking of u.. our memories.. that's because i miss u so badly..

When i met u, my heart skipped a beat! The sun bacame the moon and cold turn into heat! roses weren't red and violets weren't blue.. all this thing happen because i fell in live with u.

i love you! <3

love,

pyqa

dear syg,

2011-02-10T00:49:00.004+08:00

last three days we already plan and decide to meet at a place that could make we memorize everything that we had through. ouh gosh. unpredictable this accident will happen on u syg. all day long i keep crying and crying. i keep thinking for the next day. how to meet and keep contact? ouh dear. i need and i want someone to give me some spirit to through all this thing. could i face it alone? i know and understand about yourself. about what had happening on u. but why that 3 words never come out again? i love you, i miss you... why eyh? i cry all day long and never stop until i sleep by myself. tonight i sleep then i hope when i get up, everything just a bad dreams. not a reality situation. but i'm just a human being. past is past. hope that u can face it with a strong heart. take care.

I LOVE YOU! <3

the tragedy

love,

pyqa

heartless is the thing that can't be change forever

2011-02-06T23:13:00.006+08:00

i saw a group of people standing besides the long chair and discussing. i keep thinking and guess what are they talking about until so long.. i always think negative about them...

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Life is made up of some happy moments and some sad ones. Neither can one have a life that has only joyous moments, nor is it possible for you to have only grief in your life. Just like two sides of a coin, life also presents us with two sentiments - happiness and sorrow. It is how much are we able to revel in happiness and how quickly we get over the sorrow that decides how we live the moments in our life. While some people suffer from distress silently, others pen it down in words, thus trying to ease the pain a little.

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kdg2 an aku terpkir ap yg aku ckp kt dy n buat until dy cter dekt sume staff. dy ckp aku ney sound2 dy. huh?? wow! hm. xpe aku diam lg. until one day tu aku cter dekt sorg staff explain laa the truth. if dy xnk pcye xpe. aku x kisah. Allah Maha Kaya dan Maha Besar. aku xckp aku ney betul bt tlg laa. aku xde pun nk buat cter k. then td tyme kt tmpt keje dy lyn aku laa cm biase. ok la aku pun lyn. bt dlm aty aku terdetik. pehl kau ttbe? sje laa nk tunjuk kau baik? Ya Allah aku xnk laa pkir bukn2. jaoh kan laa aku drpd hasutan syaitan. um aku sebole2 nye buat baik dgn dy. bt dy buat ap? Ya Allah. aku sembhyg laa. ad skip2 pun aku regret pe. cbe crik jaln, n betul an blik kslpan tu. kau? hae. aku ad minx maaf an. bt kau ad accpt? menanges dgn ms. F***! u start the game then let me go on until u realised bout it. such a jerk!! i neva mention with all staff about it. u already big men!! i keep covering my face to not make a poker face infront everyone. bt then u told them bout ficking stupid false story! how come i want to make a nice communication with u girl? dherrrr. can't u think bout it? ske sgt myendeng dgn jntn2 tu. pmpn ad. bukn nye kau xley nk bercerita. thanks sbb buat dyrg tros x tego aku. kau ok punce ney. perhhhhhh ble nk resign an. kau je laa keje kt cne. bergumbire. ap seyh aku buat? just tego kau then nk bingit sbb buda h tego kau? gitu?

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tlg laa xnk nanges psl bnde bodo mcm ney. bt kau an. ishh! ary2 nk crik psl. aku x kcu da laa. lg nk hentam. ms ney pun lg stu! tanye jep la dlu bru nk assume org tu mcm mne. mak ai. aku bole jep nk maki org. bt pkir gak yg dy tu atas aku. kne laa respect! =..=

just be matured. gosh!

love,

pyqa

life after school

2011-02-01T23:40:00.006+08:00

kdg2 an, ap yg kter nk kt dunie ney x an slalu nye dpt. kne egt, kt dunie ney byk pancaroba. ble egt blek tyme skula2 dlu an, gle rindu seyh. bt mse yg leps xley kenang slalu. jdikn panduan dan kenangan pd mse hdpn. rindu seyhhhhh! :(

hahaha. tuh cter dlu2 laaa. skrg ney mse untuk maju ke hadapan. ble da keje kne independent sndri kan. rse cm lum bole lg nk edop sndri. i mean bukn bwh tanggungan parents. haha. mengade! betul la s. aku mengade. haha. nta laaa. ble kne mra x tentu psl, dgn manager yg cm ue. memg x laa aku nk keje lme kt situ. bukn ap seyh. mslh nye da keje cm ue dy komen tuka ney laa tu laa. ap jep laa. duet short lg!!. hae. memg x laa aku nk trust dy. alaaaa nk zaman mse skula dlu laaa. xpyh pkir nk crik duet. blaja jep. *tulaahh ibu soh blajo betul2 xnk. ish.

then skrg ney sgt sgt laa tension sbb org lua x sme dgn org yg kter kenl tyme skula dlu.

dear mmbers, rindu korg. :(

love;

pyqa

My Love For You Is So Big My Dear..

2011-01-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

So Big – Iyaz Song and Lyrics Code

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit’ a girl like u, nothing u can do
But give the whole world to her 24-7
When she looking so sweet that kind of body
You dont mind spending all of your time..time..time
And its not that you were asking me for nothing
I just wanna show you how deep my love is

cause with them girls before
i wasnt feeling so, Gone!
But wit’ ya girl
i’m losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
Spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my Love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit’ a girl like you,
I don’t care who,
Passes my way,
Rhianna or Beyonce,
Could holla at me,
It doesn’t mean a thing,
Nothing compares to the joy you bring.

them girls can go,
i wasnt feel so calm
But wit’ ya girl
i’m losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

I want to do it (So Big)
Cause girl we are (So Big)
Let’s pop them bottles(So Big)
Like superstarsz (So Big)
We takin’ over (So Big)
We got that Love (So Big)
Let’s make it global (So Big)
Let’s blow it up (So Big)

Ohhhh…woahh…oahhhh

If this is real love,
Then I didn’t know before,
She gotchya boy,
Doin’ crazy thing that I never thought i’d ever do,

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

My heart is…
For You, For You, For You
My Love is…
For You, For You, For You
My heart is…
For You, For You, For You
My Love is…
For You, For You, For You

i need you but u not realised bout it. thanks!!

experience that can't be replace ever

2011-01-26T02:01:00.003+08:00

perhhhhh. lme seyh x updte. org bz la ktekn. kuikuikui. gli gle! haha. da bpe ary buln ekh ney. haha. lme x update. ecehhh ayat same. bhaha. um, nk stat cmne ekh? ok laa stat from kt tmpt keje k. hm. keje ea? ok jep. kenl2 dgn mmbe sume. dorg ue ok jep. byase jep. sgt byk mmbntu. klu ad ap2 dorg tlg. td an tyme keje ad laa stu kes ney. cstmer ad pky point jusco. ala buy 2 free 1. haha. org tuh tanye mcm mne nk pky. yg aku ney pun xtwu ap2 g tanye mnger. ok laa dy da terangkn. so dgn cnfdent pegi laa kt cstmer tuh psl boucher tuh. jap ag mkin belit2. bhahahaha. muke aku memg bingit laaa. lme gle nk explain. da laa Area Manager ad tyme ue. sat lg hero pun dtg! haha. jeng jeng jeng!!! abg jepp pun dtg laa tanye wt happen. aku dgn serta merta bg paper order tuh kt abg jepp. haha. then dy dgn berbesar hati g expln kt cstmer tuh. yg aku dri kt sblh abg jepp mendga dy expln. jap ag aku bengang sndri. len yg aku terangkn act. kahkahkah. sgt cnfdent pun x bole syafiqa hafisan!! aduy. gle bengang. ye2 jep aku ney tau. nceb bek laa cstmer ue bertolak ansur. haha. ok laa tuh cter psl kt tmpt keje. gle la kan. haha. then an, mce nk anto mknn n air tuh. dy asek ckp. "jgn nagesdik, mke nk nanges" hahaha. siot an. aku drpd x nanges trus nk nanges. sbb takot kne mra dgn AM. da laa miss tuh garang. hahaha. gembeng gle aku ney. Tip twu mesti dy ckp aku gebeng, an. bhahahaha. ok thats all. hehe. :)

love,

pyqa

long time not writing. hulla lullahh!! haha

2011-01-20T03:07:00.008+08:00

hey babes n dudes. haha. sgt lame k sy x update. knp eyh? sbb sy da keje la awk. haha. keje kt mne? u know krr jusco? im working at that restaurant. as? hm as server. it is very NICE working at there. mengalan ney dherr. kdg2 ok laa. bt slalu nye x! y? bçuz the manager was annoying. which one? guess who. gosh! for the fst time i need to take over the job as a cashier, then suddenly i make a mistake. wrong details and forgot to list out the bills. shit! i keep mumbling inside me. kne mra kowt depn guest! cpe x bengang an? then nk buat ap je seyh. accpt je laa. nk xnk truskn jugak. haha. ok. i have another story.

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oryte. mcm ney cter nye. smlm an, haha. malu nk cter. hehe. smlm punye smlm laa. lepas adik yg on9 org pun gune laa pc ney. on9 la mcm byase. and as usually. on9 just because of nk harvest and doing somethng also just for play games. haha. sgt klaka k act. y? sbb an, org len on9 sbb nk chat or posting2 with mmbers. aku? men game. haha. ble mmbe2 tanye, g mne. aku jwb. men game. haha. bt memg betul pun an. then men punye men. ttbe ad laa hmbe Allah ney start chating. jeng jeng jeng!! teka la spe? haha. Nursyuadah Jamaludin laa. ap daa. dy nk upgrade an blog. insert songs and some more. afte that chat2 laa mepek2. cter psl spe2 jep. kire gosip la ney! haha. x gosip bukn pmpn k. bt bnde bek laa. ckp psl tyme skula dlu. gosh. i miss my school and all members! ble nk jupe sume heh? hmmm. oryte. afte that S missing jap. dy g mne nta. hui. a few minutes later ad sorg mamat ney chat dgn sy. his name is Mohd Firdaus. ad spe2 khlngan ank bernama Firdaus? jupe sy k. hoho. daus, im just kidding k. then, we sharing and chatting about a few things. well, he's such a nice boy act. friendly and a bit humble. knp ramai gul yg xnk dy? wohoo. dy ok pe. ad rupe! haha. hbs laa. Daus da kembang! nk tgok gmba daus x? hahaa. dy sweet!! jgn melt suda! hoho.

Mohd Firdaus

sory daus. haha. copy and paste gmba. ok then cont cter bout dy. hell yeah he's single dear. wanna know him better? crik la kt fb. promote ney ha! haa. ok. da lme2 ktrg pun stop chatting. y? sbb daus nk off. he want to make a move. sleepy, perhaps. haha. btw, nice to meet u daus. do keep in touch k. ;)

love,

pyqa

half day just for apply a job

2011-01-04T19:04:00.003+08:00

this evening, about a few hour ago amalina and me were going to the shopping complex to apply some jobs for us. haha. ayat cm betul je an. hehe. um korang nk twu cerite tak? tadi ktrg pegi tesco au. setelah kecewa dan kecundang, kami pun decide try kt tmpt lain. yelaaa germ tahap gaban la kt jusco uh. bengang betul! hae. ktrg try out dekt kiosk kt tesco ue. ok ap, gaji besa, keje just jual beg!! hehe. jual beg. yelaa sales girl la kire. duhh pe laa. then, da intervw amy (spervisor) trus accpt ktrg. wohoo! gle laa. pnjg lebaq depa expln. haha. afta da settle ue, ktrg g econsave. buat ap? apply lg! hahaha. yg ney cashier plak. y? saje, ne twu dapt an. gle memg nk cashier je. cm ske je an. lantak la ad short ke ap. yg pentg, BELAJAR! :) bgos tak? bgos tak? haha. hae. ye ye kte nk kol kul 6 ptg. hampeh! da kul bpe ney. jgn sampai bengang cm jusco ue. perhhh. xpe xpe. sbr sbr. ney tggu je an. haha. ap je laa.. klaka au. mcm2 apply. hasil nye? hae... ok laa. setakat ini shje coretan sy. ouh ouh! lupe. take care to readers, eley, kbykn readers ney BUDAK SEKOLAH lg an. harharhar. ok tata~ bubye. ;)

i miss you all so much!!! :((

2011-01-04T03:39:00.003+08:00

life is not like what you want

2011-01-04T02:13:00.005+08:00

hehehe. happy anny for 2 years and 5 months!!! :)

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hohoho. whole day stalker blog org. bukn stalker laa. sje blogwalking an. hmm. well.. mcm2 da sy bce and blaja. wow!! amazing k. sgt sgt sgt amazing. mcm2 cter ad k. yg bisnes lain, psl anak2, psl suami laa, psl family, psl kwn and about they self. haha. ske2 je buat ayat sndri. hm. ble terbace satu post ney an. hati tersentuh. rupe nye ad yg lbih terok than me. yela. i always think that my prob is big and worst than people. bt then, ada yg lg terok. bersyukur la kan at least, i still have my family who always supports and guide me. advice and give the right way before i choose and decide my own life. nta laa. i always want a freedom. nk ke sane, nk ke sini. bt, a few of my members will understand and knew that how my family control their children. tak kate laa terok. bt alaa phm je laa kan. da hilang trust how come nk kasi permission hang out dgn members. sndri buat psl an. harharhar. gosh! kdg2 duduk uma ney tension seyh. sgt!!!! perhh tak yah ckp laa. drpd atas smpai bwh ke buat. tp tak pe la kan. at least pandai la jugak msk2 ney. haha. lantak laa. tyme ney laa nk pay balik apa yg org tua kter da sacrificed kan.. even skit je yg kter buat bt bnde ue ley buat dyrg terpukul. haha. ayat tak bole blah! hm hm. aduy. ap laa naseb bdn. rindu plak tyme edop kt ostel dlu2. cehhhh. cm lme sgt je dlu2 tu. hehe. edop dgn kwn2 rase nye lbih better. blaja, bermain, n mandi!!! opsss! mandi same toilet bt diffrent shower la dol! duhh. pkir len pulak. kompang kang. sape rindu NUR SYAFIQA HAFISAN? haha. gli gle. tlg laa nk rindu kau ney. byk buat hal. ske buat org mra. memekak dlm dorm, buat org nyampah. ske2 bgon kul bpe, ske2 mandi kul bpe, men game sendri tyme j-robik, breakfst ekot tyme sndri.... hae bykkkk la lg. hahaha. *hbs terbongkar! alahai. byase la kan edop cm ue laa. ad roda! (ttbe roda) hahaha. ap je. gle laa. da kul bpe x tdo lg an. yelaa. bukn BUDAK SEKOLAH lg an. skty lerr.. hehe. haaaa!! lupe nk cter. act an td ptg ad jusco kol. as everyone knows, the salary and the offer is not same like what i applied. such a jerk! bengang betul. da la lampi gle kol. tension. i reject, u know. why? hae. bia laa. ske2 nk reject klu nk blik apply blik. bole kan? haha. urghhhhhh. nk jupe kwn2 laa. bt ad yg da away to plkn. ouh dear. gonna miss them soon. moni, kau buat2 la sakit. then bole balik. on9, teman aku ney haa. hahaha.

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hm hm. act an ad probs yg tak terkeluar ney. nk cter bt guilty. hae. tak yah la ea. korg bukn nk twu an. haha. haiya. wa celite la ney. duhai blogger sekalian, wa sgt sgt sedih ney. wa nk hae, wa rse mcm hae. wa talak twu mao ckp ap ma. wa tension. sgt sgt tension. wa suda talak bole pkir lg maa. klu wa celite pun lu mne bole tolong wa ney. prob wa sgt besa. perdane menteli pun kalah maa. negare pun tak susah mcm ini. haiya. wa tak twu maa nk buat ap. ad kwn tp tak gune. haiya!! bukn semua, half2. grrrr FO!!!! gle laa da stat germ lak. ok laa. nk tanye, korg bingit ark klu ada junior yg betray korg? i mean do somethng yg korg tak sangke. mesti bukn takat bingit la an for sure. thanks a lot because u hurt me bicth!!! scuk!!! im sick with u. bodoh!!!!!! dlu aku backup kau tyme kau buat mslh twu ark? bangang la kau!!!!!!!! g mampus la org nk twu ke tak gle aku mra la sial!! kau nk syg, syg org len laaaaa vavi!! tak bole pkir ke? aku ney sape bg kau act? ap kau egt aku tak de perasaan? pegi jalan da kau!! dont make me say that i'll never forgive u with everythng that u had done to me. stupida bicth! bukn nk ungkit k. dlu tyme kau buat bnde2 vavi ue, aku backup dgn ckgu2!! perangai kau ney mcm tahi laaaaaaaa pompn!! bole tak kau pkir before buat ap2? bole tak? eyh kau bce laaa blog ney. egt aku kesa??? penat weyhhh. PENATTT!!!!!! pent tahan. da byk sbr laa dgn kau. lantak laaa, g MAMPUS laa kau nk amek dy ke tak. yg tu mesti aku kesa!!!! b****!!! ci***!!!! perhhhh aku nk je dtg sekolah maki2 kau, tumbok, terajang, bg penapak segale. BUT, aku pkir kau tu dlu aku pena syg cm adik sndri. mcm aku syg dak2 len. ad pena kau pkir? ;(( alaaaaaaa, kau mne nk pkir sume ue an. kau mne nk kesa an? kau tak de nye nk amek twu an. yg kau twu kau nk ap yg kau nk. GO FCUK URSELF!!!!!!! klu aku twu kau buat lg bnde2 ney, siap kau!! i meant it!!!! klu kau mati, jgn ad yg tanye knp n mcm mne, sbb aku tak twu!! eeee tak de keje nk bunoh2 org ney. aku ad iman ley pkir. ad akal ley gune. tak cm kau!!!!! tak rety nk gune trust org pd kau, tak rety nk appreciate dgn ap yg org len da buat untuk kau. thanks!!! i do appreciate it so much.

untuk budak sekolah dan budak plkn. :D

2011-01-02T01:15:00.006+08:00

well, esk esk, skula bermula. smlt kmbli ke skula ye buda2 skula sekalian. :)

hm. skula.. :( rindu plak ttbe. waktu gini la tyme kms2 brg nk blik ostel. prepare brg2 skula. beg, bku2, sttionry, bju skula, ksut, stokin, cdr katil, baldi la sgle brg mandy. byk ui act. haha. x teregt. kdg2 ad yg sgje tggl an brg sbb motif nye nk ibu n ayah dtg ostel!! hahahaha. alaaa ue mce kecik2. haha. =='

byk k cerite tyme dlu2 ney. tyme skula byk gle kenangan. dgn kwn2, dgn CIKGU. haha. dgn juniors!! sob.. sob.. sedeh seyh. ble egt an blek everytg an. hae. ap nk buat. mce mne bole dputrkn kmbali. past is past. sgale phit mnis adlah kenangan yg xdpt dlupekn. hae. rindu plak kt anak2 yg riang n kuat mngade tuh!! haha. juniorita 2010. :(( ap nk buat an. hm. apa apa pun, mudah mudhn all my juniors berjaye dlm meniti kehidupan pada mase akan dtg. just always think positive. hidup kne berdikari k. i'll always miss u all. :((

remember me always k. haha.

senang2, ble free nanti kter dtg jupe korg k.

I LOVE U ALL!! <33

AND I MISS U ALL TOO. :((

new years 2011!!!

2011-01-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ;))

Friends!! :))

2011-01-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

Everybody tells me that you’re pretty
and I always try to disagree, ohh
to see you with another guy
would tear me up deep inside
cuz they dont know you once belonged to me
ohh oh

& I know it would be awkward running into you that way
it was okay ’til you said that word to me
oh no you didnt just call me friend
oh no I must be hearing things
you can call me wrong
you can call me right
but dont you call me friend tonight
oh no you didnt just say we’re through
oh no I aint never gettin over you
tell me that I’m crazy chasing you again
oh ohh, but dont you call me friend
dont you call me
dont you, dont you call me
dont you call me
dont you call me friend
dont you call me
dont you, dont you call me
dont you call me
dont you call me friend

I aint gonna lie
you look so happy
wish there was something I could still make you feel
every smile makes me wanna fall apart
every laugh is like a bullet to my heart
cuz I’m at the end of the room
watching every guy coming at you

a friend dont think about you when he’s dreaming
or every single minute that he’s breathing
so why is this so hard to believe
a friend wont do it all to try to please you
a friend can never kiss you when he sees you
& you know I wont (?) so just please dont call me friend

oh no you didnt just call me friend
oh no I must be hearing things
you can call me wrong
you can call me right
but dont you call me friend tonight
oh no you didnt just say we’re through
oh no I aint never gettin over you
tell me that I’m crazy chasing you again
oh ohh, but dont you call me friend
dont you call me
dont you, dont you call me
dont you call me
dont you call me friend
dont you call me
dont you, dont you call me
dont you call me
dont you call me friend

Diary. ;)

2010-12-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

25th Dec 2010

phewitt!!! hahaha. on this date, sy dgn kwn sy pegi apply keje. gle pent k tyme ney. hahaha. on this date jugak stella n aten cple!! wewiiiitttttt~. hahaha. bia la lme k. lme2 ok pe. sgt sweet dyrg punye perjalanan tuh. perjalanan? haha. urr phm2 je laa.. tyme aten nk purpse uh,, ahai.. sayu je. haha. angin sepoi2, suasana yg nyaman. dherr!!! *mcm la gua ad kt c2. haha. ok laa yg pentg sy sgt ske cara dyrg k. act ad cter len nk cter ney beb. nk twu ok jap! loading...

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sy dgn amalina pegi jusco. jusco mne? haha. mne2 je. yg dekt dgn uma? yelaa. then, ktrg tanye laa ad staff dekt service counter ney. tanye punye tanye. ktrg pun pegi laa crik parkg mtr sbb ofis jusco dekt cne. ok fine! berjalan drpd car park J sampai Y. fuhhhh!! sgt penat k. then kt tmpt Y tuh jupe laa ad security ney kan.. tanye laa ofis kt ne.. dy ckp, "adik naik eskltr ney, nek ke fst flr, then blkg yamaha ad ofis. :) " ok ktrg pun bersyukur la an. da jupe tuh, tekn laa bell an. sat lg ad sorg staff ney kua. ckp nk apply keje. then dy kte, "dekt sini hanye pkerjaan scrty shje yg kosong" mak ui. pak guard td egt ktrg nk keje as SECURITY GUARD ke hape? hotak laa.. then amalina ckp laa nk jdik cashier tuh kan. dy pun tunjuk jalan yg bena. gle nk kne penumbuk pak cik td. memg drpd pkul 10 lbih sampai nk pkul 11 dekt kul 12. gle la kan.. hae. last2 ktrg jupe jugak ofis jusco. ahai. nek2 atas blue wave kte HR xde. woww! chrstms so HR x accpt any intervw. pale otak laa.. gle pent kne blik pulak kan. tp ktrg ad apply dekt rasa mas. hehe. bt xpegi pun an. gle kcian akak tuh. jusco laa.. bukn nk kol awal2. atleast btwu laa la kan. ley keje kejp dekt rasa mas tuh. isk isk.

26th Dec 2010

esk nye pegi lg, tggu lg. bt kaly ney HR ad tau. ktrg kne buat test. hehe. buat buat buat. then mkn jap. lepas tuh bg borg dekt HR. a few minutes later ktrg kne intervw. dy sapu due2 skaly. tanye la mcm2. ok ktrg jwb. afta dat, our request is accepted!! :DD haha. gle ske. so skrg hanye tggu jusco kol. hae. ktrg pun g la mkn dlu bru blik. bercerite la ap laa.. pasue an, ktrg ad pegi rasa mas au, nk cancel yg ktrg apply tuh la kn. knp? yela sbb jusco da accpt. tp an akak yg sroh ktrg dtg tuh xde. hae. cmne? mak ai. sush la cm ney. ktrg byk gle pkir cm ne. haaha. last2 redha je laa..

27th Dec 2010

waiting call from jusco!!! haiya. kude!! tension tggu.... blurbs! mkn la dlu. ;)

love,

blood

well well well!!

2010-12-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

hahahha. td pegi JPW au! twu ke? ish. ap laa. Jabatan Pembangunan Wanita! hae. kne twu beb. penting! haha. kt sane org tuh membebel. ad laa sorg laki ney. duhh. ye2 gle nk sroh org mcok. mak ui. depa ney xrety nk sabaq naa.. cik ney kurg suka klu xde kwn2. al maklum laa, mkin besa mkin mlu!! haaahaha. *gli gle aku ney. hehe. byase la kan. kne phm org da besau ney cmne. eyh nk twu somthng? ad laa a few woman ney kan. dyrg sgt gedix!! eeeuuwwww. ktwe la bagai. dy egt bapak aku ske?? eeheee. kutok ad laa.. mne x nye.. ktwe2 cm nenek kbyan. ap daaa. an da kawen. pndy2 la jge prngai kan.. ish ish. um, then td merayap jap ;)) hahaha. pegi satu tempat ney. jupe la a few anak2 kecil ney an. haiya. and someone who's very special for me. :D well well well! rindu dy sgt sgt. bual2 n mkn mkn mkn. tgok tv n berdekk2. lg2, bual2 dgn anak2 kcil ney. ahai. mreke cm hape an. ummmmm, mlm ney dyrg pegi dange! :(( nk pegi. xley pegi. ibuuuuuu!!! nk hang out wif them and wif........... hehehe. alaaa, xske au. nk pegi ibu!. please nk pegi?? haha. xpe xpe. atleast an... atleast, err dy behave!! :)) yelaa weyh dy aku punye! kompang kang cpe yg mggedix! hilang memory serta merta. haha. amnesia seumo edop! spe sroh mggtal.. nk sndri punye, sndri crik untuk dri sndri. mak ai!!!! madah nk minat then nk memiliki AKU PUNYA!!! wahwahhhhh. egt kau tuh bidadari? aduy. gli sme lu laa beb. bt an, BUT sy ini tidak la kisah sgt. sbb? sy twu dy bukn jens yg melayan. bt kdg2 tuh sakit la jiwe gak an. =_=. hehe. bia laaaaa. everyone have their own feelings.. :)) haha. rindu dy weyh, sgt sgt sgt!! urghhhhh sgt rindu! heee. skty laaa.. ok ok. bye bye. bce tuh,, urr bce je k.. :)) tq. take care eyh org yg bce ney. :))

love;

blood

perjalanan hidup..

2010-12-22T15:24:00.000+08:00

well, bercintan memg bahagia. bt ble da...... hahaha. merana la kn. gado ke ap ke. cm org gle nk memujk. ramai org kte sy ney happy go lucky. bt ble da bermslh, mcm hilang laki! haha. ske ke ble ad org yg xske kter bhagia? mesti la x kn.. bt, mulot mnsie, mne bole tutp. keep talking and talking about us until one day they rgret. klu rgret la kn. ad org xsedo dri. x benty kutk2. best ke ek kutk2? sy xpena kowt nk kutk2 membe sndri ney. xdpt hasil pun. tmbh byk probs yela kn.. hahaha. bia laa.. mulot org. haiya. org kte, klu kening bercntum ney kuat cmburu. ye ke? mak ai. btwu skit, klu da 7 msg xrep, buat 25 missed call. ttbe msg, sory bla bla bla. dgn mmbe??? whoa!! ske kdg2 org klu cm tuh. klu aku yg xlyn, dy punye pkir len tuh. hui! merentap jiwe beb! bru mra.. aku ney mra diam2. xrep. klu rep pun mcm tahi. hahaha. admit admit. yela kn... cm xsedo2 ap yg aku nk. ble kol bley tanye NAK AP? woww!! bukn takat sentap. then mmbe yg len tuh cm xphm2 an. perrhh. kne maki sodap weyh! haha. bt, aku klu mra sekejp je an. xsmpai aty kowt. bt ble org buat aku. msok jep. xde a tros nk hangin. selidik kowt. tanye asl. hahhaha. dgn kwn2 bole lg tahan. bt dgn jantong hati, hahahaha. kne jentik da melalak stu baldi! aduy. pelik kdg2.
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sy da otw nk pegi intervw... hahaha. cashier kt jusco. jusco mne? hahaha. tebrau laa. dtg eyh tgok2. lawat2... hhahaa. bt jgn tego. *takot buat silap tyme buat keje. hahahaha. poyo gle. gaji rm1200. yela, rsiko tggi, gaji tggi. hahaha. buda bru leps spm kn. rm1200 ue kre besau babe!! hehe. dgn sijil benty skula xjupe lg... OMG!! KWN2, DOA LA SY DPT JUPE SJIL TUH. MAK OYY!!! takot ney seyh. nk crik kt mne lg ek? stu rumah da selongkar. xjupe jugak. sedeh! :((

photostte i/c: CHECK!
gmbar passport (dua keping): CHECK!
sijil2 sekolah: CHECK!
Sijil berhenti sekolah: umm errr da cari xjupe!!

hahaha. nk crik kt ne lg seyh? aduyai. ney kne buat solat sgle solat sunat ney. hahaha. minx2 la jupe before sabtu and ahad ney. AMINNNNNN. ngee~~

love,
blood the last vampire!

hahaha. gli gle! :P

life is not like what u want

2010-11-07T13:23:00.000+08:00

org takan phm ap yg kter rse dan org takan twu ap yg kter lalui until one day org tu twu dan phm erti pengorbanan. knp? sbb org tu takan pernah nk phm sbb dy bukn jens yg nk mmhami tp lbih kpd myalahi org len tanpe soal slidik. bygkn kter kt tmpt org yg dfitnah dan dkhianati hanye krne org tu xdpt ap yg dy nk. kejm x? tp bg dy, dy puas sbb dy berjye klhkn lwannye dgn cre kotor. ketahuilah, even the person is ur besties bt not impossible if one day she or he will betray u. this is a normal situation bt for me, this is more than a normal situation. kwn, sbg peneman and sometimes sbg backbone. bt if kwn tu buat something yg mmbuatkn kter hilg trust pd dy, wht for nk b'kwn lg kn? i mean, kwn stll kwn. bt not like before. for me, once the person broke my trust, frvr i'll neva trust that person anymore. b'coz of what? i'm not a hypo person. i dont want to pretending infront of u. ap yg aku dpt if pure2 dpn kau? sdgkn da xske and da mnyamph?
hey gurls, ini bukn 1st tyme kau buat aku. da byk kali. just aku yg diamkn dan lyn kau. pndai, ad mslh crik aku, ble aku x tlg kte aku ney pntg kn dri sndri. what the???? itu kau okay. ckp ngn cermin pe?? eyh hello, dak2 pun slalu sound2 kau okay. bt u neva realise bout it. xtwu la pekk ke sje buat dri kau cm org bodoh ke an. atleast say something la kude!!!! and one thing! kau klu da buat slh mngaku bole x huh? kau da buat itu ini. pandai la kau edop ngn cre kau. da kutuk aku mcm hape. dear, kau da kutuk aku tyme aku lalu depn kau, bt knon kau xprsan. tahi laaaa!!
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one day ney, ad org pggl aku. nk jupe la kan. okay. naik2 je dy tga buat date! wooowww! so what for kau pggl aku siak? ap motif. bt than kau ajak aku ddok sblah kau. kau pun stat la bercerita mcm2. what the? huhh. kau da ad org yg bole dga probs kau bt kau stll nk aku dga probs kau??? motif? ueeewwwww.. fine laaa. aku x kte pun yg aku xnk dga probs kau bt common sense okay. kau xley pkir ke? kau tu da laa kutuk aku mcm hape. aku itu ini bt at last kau crik aku? GTH!! such a stupid person. slalu pun an, ble pegi mne2 memg laaa aku ngn dy bt ney da dgn kau. thn afte that ble aku itu ini kau kte aku xpkir prasaan kau laaa ap laaa.. like hell. cbe berfikir sejenak. slme2 ney ad kau pkir aku ke my dear? slalu nk aku mngalah and slalu nk aku yg stat buat itu ini. hell yeah kau lbih pndai drpd aku bt x bermkne kau ley jtuh kn aku mcm tu je okay. that is not the right way.
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doe, truely, aku pent nk men keja2 ngn kau. everything yg aku buat kau bangkang gle2 asl seyh? ble tyme kau buat ap2 aku okay je. even bnde tu buat aku skit aty. doe, kau x pena rse ke ap yg aku rse. aku trok sgt ke smpai kau nk cntrol aku cmtu? tip pun xde buat cm tu kt aku seyh. ye memg kau kwn aku, aku byk buat bnde2 yg nta ap2. bt xde la smpai aku jaoh sgt an pegi. lggr dsplin byase laaa tu. atlst ap yg aku buat x mnyushkn kau. ney asl aku buat ap2 yg kau xtwu thn ad anjing yg mnyampaikn, kau trus nk angin ngn aku. pehl kau? besr sgt ke kau untuk aku? kau xrims ke if ad yg buat kau cm tu. eyh kau bce la blog aku ney. bia kau twu ap yg kau buat. aku pena kowt hint kt kau psl bnde ney. ad a agak kau cm realise bt a few minutes later kau buat blik. go fuck urself laaa doe. aku brany je laa nk ckp kt kau cmney cmtu. bt ap gune ad blog an. ap kau egt aku ney kude sgt ke ap xnk pkir prsaan kau cm kau x pkir lgsung psl aku? stakat care skit2 aku pun bole. nk blame aku 100%. bt pena kau t'pkir kau buat aku mcm mne? doe, aku bukn jenis nk cter2 kt mmbe2 len la seyh. dyrg xtwu kau cmtu sbb kau hanye buat kt aku je okay. dyrg xkn twu laaa kau cm tu. da laaa.. aku pent doe pkir psl kau ney. mlampau tau kau ney kdg2. asl mlampau eyh? sbb kau ney x buat kt mmbe len. kau buat kt aku je. pelik sgt. ap yg kau nk drpd aku pun xtwu. kdg2 cre kau tu cm xnk lepskn aku lgsung. berkwn dgn ney slh, dgn tu slh. elak aku berkwn dgn binatang je an nanti.
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aku xnk ckp psl kau lg xnk and xkn. sbb aku rse xde gne nye okay. sgt x bergune. ap2 pun, once kau da bce, hope kau phm. bnde ney perkre byase okay. cme beza nye kau ad diary aku xde. aku hanye ad blog!!!! :)) everything just b'coz of unbalance hormone. there's nothing else i can say more.

i just want u to know that, i already found my clover's leaf.

love:
pyqa

sweet memories of mine!

2010-10-24T18:18:00.000+08:00

cikgu anisah! :)

cikgu shahidah! :)

cikgu lagi!

syaf syggg! :D

haha. ney dlm dorm!

miss outstanding!

my beloved clarinetist!

bersama Pn Yew! :))

kawan2!

these few days

2010-10-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

update blog

2010-09-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

haha...nk update ney..ad org kte sy x updte blog ney..hehe..da lme...:) memg pun...mls seyh nk type2..klu la ad laptop yg bole ckp2 then appear kt blog...haha (mls gle kowt!)

ehemmm!! nk tulis ap seyh? xde idea..psl raye heh? haha... kampung sblh rumh je ney...so rye sini...kt rumh je..lg pun rmai org da booked! haha. dyrg nk dtg la ap laaa..msk2 sgle! uhuhui pent tau..ley ptah jari...kaki,, tgn..semualah! hmm.nk twu sumtg ark? ad laa sdre jaoh ney...kire ank2 dy tuh dktekn due pupu..parents dy egt ktrg ney da keje..hotak dy! sbb ap au? sbb dy kte care ktrg...kems2 laa, tlg sdiekn itu ini.. (???) dyrg tyme kcik2 dlu x tlg mak bpak dy kems2ke?

ap je an...da lopong stu name...hahha..ktrg sume siap ad list kn sdre mne yg rjin dtg then bg duet rye..ktrg tick mne yg dapt..bt yg ney punce ktrg punye list cact..ttbe ad X plak.. duhhh. hehe. satu hari da rm500 over.. um mesti laaa, cmpur adk brdik punye an..haha.

bt an, rye taon ney xrse sgt laa rye..sbb ap? sbb da la exm..rye laen stdy laen..tyme managemnt tuh kurg baik twu ark..bt atleast ad la gak stdy an...stdy ngn kakqa..sape eyh? akak wa la beb..xtwu eyh wa ad akak?haha.wa ad kakak la weyh...same baye dgn abg...then an,, taon ney arwah pak long xde.. ;( x dga da dy grau2...ble sume da ad still rse x complte...yela an, da byase sume ad..rmai2 mkn2 laaa..grau2...always bg sprit antre stu same laen...then dy yg byk tlg family in many ways. rindu dy twu ark..tyme dapt twu dy da xde,, rse cm nk pech dada.sebak gle..sbb mlm b4 tuh dy grau2 la sgle...few days before dy minx ngn ibu mcm2..mcm x pat jupe lg...jap lg btul an..gosh!! rindu dy..dapt twu tyme kt skula, dy pergi tyme tdur...kejut x bgon..

ad byk part yg tersentap au...1st, tyme kt surau, i mean masjid..errr xtwu laaa surau ke masjid..um, dy ad ank kt kl au...amik cost sains, more to medical...kire nk jdik doktr la an..dy otw au...siblings dy just btwu ayah dy nazak..x ckp pun da pergi...dy x sedp aty au...doa2 pnjg umor..tertdo dlm kete smpai mengigau tyme otw blik ue..then dy sampai2, diberitahu untk ke surau tuh laaa..msok2 dy jln skit punye slow an...jln, jln, jln,...ttbe dy terduduk, melutut, dy heret lutut dy sampai depn jenazah arwah ayah dy...dy diam,...then dy meleley..dy pggl "ayah,, nurul da blik..." sume org terdiam...dga yg bce yassiin je...then dy ckp lg,"ayah, nurul da blik ney...." "ayah, ayah...." sume org xpat thn sedeyh au..including me..sedeyh kowt..

Al-Fatihah

love;

syafiqa

also missing this moment too

2010-09-05T02:33:00.000+08:00

this is all my juniors..

rindu korg la...

hae.

next year jgn nakal2 eyh..

missing this moment..

2010-09-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha..ngn fadi ney..

syg dy au...

kuat berangan dy ney..

kuat mkn gak..

hahaha.

urps!! bt bert bdn dy da tron au lately ney..

np nta..putus cnte kowt..

huahuahua

just for fun..

2010-08-30T15:28:00.000+08:00

beb,, uhui lme x tlis kt blog seyh.ahhahaii..um ap ek?ouh.ouh.err mt C!!!ishh.atlst x failed an..addmt je xtwu cmne..hulaaaa...SPM around the corner beb..dont play2.bt an EA uh cmne nk skor huh?cm seng cm sush..ehee.tyme buat lthn ok..ttbe tyme exam kalut lak..membatu cm tunggul..siap TERtido lg...amek kau kne ngn cikgu..ehehee.crik nahas an act.. :)) alahai..ap x nye..stay up sampai kul 3 lbih..den nk bgon pkul 4..memang TAK la nk bgon..sedo dlm kul 5 lbih den cont bce EA.tertdo smpai 6.30.KIRIMSALAM nk mandi awal.ehehe.terok btul prngai.um,, patkal jmt ad paper.klu x memng ronggeng la an...hai..tlis blog mcm xde mslh je an..aduy.bykkkkkk sgt mslh ney ha..mslh ap?ad laaaa..aduy...org terlpe seh nk btau ibu nk kua mkn..amek kau kne mrh..berkarah tlnge..ekeke.GULP!!!blik nanti cmne seyh?for sure nanti xley nk stay lme an..asl la bnde ney ley hppen.asl jmt je blik.mne aku x bohsan an!dok rmh org lain yg gado, aku yg kne,, xde psl cri psl..memng TAK la nk diam an..skli b'suare, tros kne mrh..mrh klu skit2 xpe..ney sume bnde kluar.....eyh ap da nsib malang..kne tengkng lain..da uh nanti nk mngarah org ske2 je..pdhal gado..adik plak tuh..haeee..memng da sah2 kne buli..ap aku ney kcik sgt ke??cabar eyh?xpe..esok2 bgon aku da tinggi mcm galah jgn terkejut plak ea..ahahhaha.eee!!!xnk seyh!mcm mnkutkn je an..hurmmmm....blik pd topik td..mcm ney cter yg sbnarnye,,,-----------------------loading...

cter da hbis la...nk twu cter ap lg???

sisters

2010-04-04T12:45:00.000+08:00

form 5 band.

2010-03-15T13:18:00.001+08:00

heaven....

2009-10-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

moni,
byk probs ney...
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
dz wk mg ary bmslh an..
doe cdeyh nye....
sume nye nk blame aq..
den nk aq tggong an..
haaaaA.
sumpa aq xtwu ap2.
cdeyh sial..
cm a aq ney xrety an jge dri..
pndy2 aq a..
aq f4 kowt..
dy uh form bpe..
fine..aq brokn dy..
pena aq bg hrpn???
nk twu asl aq btwu kt cni?
sbb kaw xpena nk phm..
aq da xplain bt kaw wt buduw..
pkir pcl feelg kaw jep!!
weyh,,aq f4 a..
aq twu a..
atlz aq x buwt bnde2 uh..
nk ckp aq ap?xpkir dose??
tanx.tanx.tanx.
grrrR.
xphm a kaw ney..
pelu ea mmbe2 kaw nk mra2 aq?
korg form bpe??
hell yeah.
u're under 15!!!!!
am i ryte?
so pliz...
dun judge de pple by its cover..
ask 1st!!!

ha laaaaaaaaaaa..buhsn edop cm ney..mesty ad jep yg nk cntrol!!egt aq ney ap?doll ka?sport car?aha.otk hanng!!!eeeEEE.aq xpena kcu edop kaw laaaa.bialah aq nk ngn dy..nyush an kaw??twu a mynt.kaw dapt an kwn ngn dy??da laaa.atlz dapt gak..hae..blame aq ag??lempng kang.da a kwn pntg an dri cndri!urpSSS!!!ad certn a..xbuwt jgn trse..im gonna die laaa..soon..haha.wut i sppsd to do if my own fwen is not trustng me?i noe,im not a perfct as u a..bt pliz,,evryone must respct each other.am i ryte?thnk bout it laa.and,,evryone also mke mistkes....amanah,tetp amanah..lantq hang nk dga k x..yg pentg aq da ckp + btwu ap yg ptt...xrespct aq?xnk?xpe,..myb kaw ad sbb an?people alwys nd some tymes to mke a dcsion.nxt yer is big yer fer me..SPM!!!!hm.dear blogger..is it wrong to love sum1?huh.some pple alwys thnk - bout dz thng.y?i cn cntrl myself wut??dun wrry oke..i noe n alwys rmmber...pliz laa..im not dat type of persn..twu niat beq..btw,tanx laa..bt not at de ryte tyme laa dear.myb cre ckp kowt clh..mg fake!bt klu cre clh cpe2 pown xley nk acpt..app it bt pliz..haaaaaaa.pliz.pliz.xley nk ckp ap da..gosh! xphm awk ney laa.------------------------=
hey world,i did it.im successfully did it!!bt world,,exm is around de corner.n probs alwys comng towards me..y??hm.itu dinamakan sebagai dugaan..bt sy sntse rdha..ap?tawakal?ha laa.btol a tuh..penat.penat.penaaAAAAAAATTTttttt!!!twu ark pent uh ap?kt uma gado.kt ostel gado.kt skula gado.mne ag tempt yg ley gado?ha.if lyn ley cket jiwe twu??bru bcrte da kepo.eeeeeeeeeeuuwwww.nyampah doe ngn owg yg kuwt prasn ney..yulks!!WEML!!!!i've mine oke.LOSER!!

dear,,

2009-10-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

i miss u so much laaa..
buhsn la gado jur..
uhrhhhHH
due2 ego!
den nk blme sy jep?
hm..
tanx laa..
sume cm uh seyh...
at de n,,aq yg slh..
WTH??
xpuas aty pown nk blame aq?
evnt bukn aq??
so klu kaw buley a?
yarr..aq skunk len...
wut???lesbo??
so?yg pntg aq xbuwt cm kaw!!!!
kaw uh da.... + hipo!
nk tdoh aq?
hmmm.kter bukn mmbe ka?
haih.cdeyh ngn kaw ney.
btw,,tanx laa,..
atlz aq twu ne kce n brlian.
aq xpena pown nk tego2 kaw..
bt kaw tego aq ngn maky2??
pasuh ckp kaw ney kwn..
hm.kwn ap??
setia??
g mam mke kaw!!!!
doe,,cmpy ble2 aq egt au...
egt aq nk lpe an ka??
maty kowt bru aq lpe an..
da a dlm mce 1 ary...
5 owg yg b'gado ngn aq..
dffrnt skul,age,place....
fcuk!!!!
if sume owg cm ney an..
aq x agk2 nk buwt a weyh..
STANDBY!
i'll neva regret.
kaw kowt t yg nyesal gle..
haih.jnji mcm2..
nk sgt gado an??
ameq a...
jgn crik aq....

exam! exam! exam!
study..errr.study.study.

alaaAAAAAAAAaaaaa

2009-08-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

hm.nk twu sumtg??
heh.bert aty nk btwu..
halaaaaa..
cdeyh nyer..
hahaha.
xcgt act..
urp.errrr...

ary ney bleq ostel lahhhHHHH

hahaha
cdeyh a gak..
nnty krinduan ngek!!
indu cpe??
haha.
xyh twu ngeng!
hm.srnok nyer.
haduy.
xpe.xpe.
nnty an upe mmbe..
hm.kcian syu au..
cm ad sumtg yg hppen..

haih.
nk ckp sumtg lh..
bt x suitble cter kt cni..
np? sbb xsesuai a..
eeeEEE.
byk tyer plak!! :))
cm owg gle ek?

kahkah.
heee.fer sure nnty..must struggle ley..
gud luck.gud luck.
nutink much 2 say kowt..

adiozZ

My Life

2009-08-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

01/08/09
on dis date was nutink fer me..bt juz wanna write some memo..
some of student hostelite were goin' to Perak n Kedah..Lawatan Penanda Aras

02/08/09
same as august 1st..

03/08/09
missing sum1 lah..

04/08/09
todae is my anny wif watif!!! hulaaaa.it had has been 1 yer! bgoz.bgoz.bt syaf said...more better n more happiness if she's a boy.hm.yelar...urp.aq an sush mow acpt boy..tke a lil bit tyme..

05/08/09
practice n practice for band competition

06/08/09
same lh..practce juge..

07/08/09
briefing..

08/08/09
ad band.as usually..bt ktrg ad yg g pmran seni..ahahaha

09/08/09
bgon seawl 4.48.aha.no yg canteq! :) den b'tolak kul 7 lbeyh..tgok nationl comp!!kt pg...congrats STF!! gold + best dress! hm.canteq gak u bnd bru korunk uh..

10/08/09
alaaaa....band lh..

11/08/09
same lh..band..

12/08/09
band lg....

13/08/09
ary ney burfdae nureen...wish!! band lg lh..

14/08/09
early in de morng...ktrg g skula dlu...den afta skula bru b'tolak g kl..cmpy da mlm.mgrhb2 g2 a...den jam!!!! urhhhh.gaban! um,tdo d tiara inn.wut eva pown...atls ad aircndtner...huahua.mkn.mkn.msa bru 20 mnt cmpy.tdo pown cgt nyenyak!!

15/08/09
bgon kul 5 lbeyh.pky half u den tron brkfst.kems brg n b'tolk nk g prctce..pasue skong dak2 cheer!!nk twu??ktrg meng!!!!!!! SIGS BAND IS THE CHAMPION!!! x wish suzy pown. :PP

16/08/09
countg dae n tyme..

17/08/09
huh,,result???to bad n worst!!!!

18/08/09
no band.syukor!!

19/08/09
nk crik pcl ngn f4????? wut de....???

20/08/09
buwt list ntok agm..cpe yg pegng jwtn t'tggi n so on...

21/08/09
kua wif AWATIF ZAINUDDIN.. :DDDDDD apy n neva 4get bout it! :)

22/08/09
start puasa!!! :))

LAPORAN HARIAN

2009-07-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

01/07/09
dapt twu kne g kem..haih.bru nk buwt hal.haha.gimik jur.. :)

02/07/09
band...huh.men lgu yg sme..mg a boink...bt,,ap ley buwt..fer sigs..

03/07/09-04/07/09
kem oy!! nceb beq kt ostel jur..haha.dapt twu cm kt ne jur tmpt uh..ehe.kecoh yg amat! hurm.1st tyme,,fer me..agk gugup a..tkot2 ue mg ad pown..haha.sbb ap??sbb...tkot a klu ad yg.....alaaa,,x twu nk btwu cmne..btw,,ktrg sume cooprte.besh cgt!!2nd dae uh,,mjls pntop kt danga bay.mkn bufer..bleq uh ad yg bgkos!! haha.x sennoh!alaaaa...atlz x mmbzir..ehehe.dak ostel ney pe jur.akaka.byk kngan.. :))

05/07/09
cm byase a..ad j-robik.bt x buwt.buwt bt kejp gler..haha.da kne mra kne a buwt! haha.um,,ktrg buwt teka-tki.cept pickup towl dyrg uh.aq pnyer a slow..haih.ank2 moden..byase a..tyme dlm perot maq mnom susu dugro! hahahaha.sioooott.

06/07/09
nutink to write o tell bout...

07/07/09
happy birthday bb.may Allah bless u...n succeed in evrythng u wanna do..luv u adik!!

08/07/09-11/07/09
startng 4m 08/07/09,,joe n me need to go to Desaru Damai Beach Resort..camp fer AJK ostel. there's a lots of people..u noe dat i'm not satisfied bout diz camp iz juz b'cuz of 1 reason,,boys....urhhh!bt,,thnk god!no probs.ley cmpor bt agk pmlu..haha.aq ney pmlu sbnornye....bhahahaha.acpted!!wehhehehe.btw,,rmy kenl2 gak..eithr gurl nor boys..their so friendly n juz like meet the old friend.huaaaaa.there's a lots of memories with them.they so kind n helpful!! n unpredictble..i also admired sumone..haha.nutink lah..juz lyke his kindful..bt,,bettr juz b a friend.uhui.b'cuz??b'cuz....i lyke to b juz a friend..not more den dat..juz tellng..i miss dat tyme so much! tyme is past so fast!! lyke,,i wanna returned de pasted.huh.friend,,when we can see again??hurm.may de dae will come...

12/07/09
waitg.no patient to see all my mmbers...miss them so much!!!hahahah

13/07/09
noewing de truth story with my own.it's not de bst way.y u should to lied me??do i mke wrongs??huh.wut eva!!hope,,dis iz de best way fer we not figthng anymre n diz stuation become calm n quiet.thnks fer being cooperate wif me.app it!!btw,,dun think -.i'll olwez pray fer ya n neva end to luv u as my own sista...

14/07/09
as usually,,band..prctce fer bnd comp dis august 1st!! huh.

15/07/09
if we're stll a dc...dis date is our anny fer 1 year 11 mnth..nxt mnth is 2 years...bt i'd mke de dcision..n it will not chge...

16/07/09
bnd lah...adoyyy!!tired deyh....
almost done!!

17/07/09
MBA.update myspace n blog.....also email...

love;
blood

sepanjang cuti sekolah

2009-06-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

hm.1st dae cuti cm lmbat jur mce b'lalu..
bt act,,cept cgt a seyh!!eck da nk skula... :((
ad bnd plak uh...
ish.cbe count ag bpe ary??8 ary wooooOOO!!!
nk pegi mne a sioott???
haih.cuti mg a besh.bt yg x besh uh..
kne bebel,,mra a..
hu.evnt x buwt clh pown???
yurp.evnt x buwt clh..
biarlh..tnsion cgt kowt dy..
lepaskn kt owg len..
edop kne byk b'sabo..
kn?kn?kn?
byk dgaan means,,rmy yg cyg!!
ahaha.rmy owg cyg aq!!!
ehheheheheee.
clah act,,Allah cyg kite..
aha.xpe.xpe.imn kne a kuwt!
kdg2 uh,,klu x buwt clh an..
np owg uh stll blame kite??
dy bncy kter kep?
haih.aq sabo jur.tggu tyme.
nnti mltop ah..
xcye??ish.if aq ckp..bnde akn t'jdik cmne??
alllaaaaaa,,mg a seng srow sabo..
bt hkkat??if owg uh pndam??
bukn seng au nk b'SABO..
owg buwt soyal...aq x pena blz..
sbb??sbb aq stll rspect dy..
aq admit aq kuwt ktok2!!
bt,,aq pji owg uh depn owg laen.
aq ktok diam2..ktok ap yg dy buwt kt aq..
if dy buwt kt owg len..
aq ckp,,dy xnk owg uh buwt clh..
dy nk mngajo!!
so,,ad aq brok2 an kaw???
xde an..cnclusion...
xpyh a kaw kepo nk ameq twu pcl hal owg len..
kaw egt,,ngn jdge owg..owg nk rspct kaw ntok SELAMANYA??
bler ah kaw nk sedo??da nk maty t??
haih.t'lmbt suda..hm..
klu lh kaw ley bce blog ney ek!!
puas aty sioott!!!
bt kaw an bute internet!!!
pwhakakakakakakkakaka.
xpe.xpe.xpe.1 dae t..
kaw will bce..aq twu..
skunk kaw juz xjupe..
sbb uh x pena nk mngnjenk aq!
an?alalaaaaaa..kaw uh skcil semot jur!
kaw ad rmy bckup..
sb uh x pena nk admt kslhan cndri..
hati hitam!!!!!

ney kes len plak..
nk cter bt cm xnk..
hurmm.
act aq indu FOP yg dlu...
tyme mngah renda dlu..
x cm skunk ney...
urp.aq x ckp pown skunk ney worst!
bt da x cm dlu..
ad yg g tmpt len..
i mean,,korunk lbeyh ske dak lua drpd mmbe yg da lme kenl..
knpe??sbb rmy yg da kne bckstb??
allaaaaaa....xde yg nk mnego.mg a..
bt,,plg aq kcik aty tyme korunk ad buwt clh..
aq x kca act..bt jgn ah buwt kt mmbe2 yg len..
ad d antre kite ckp,,np dywg wt sesuke aty??
egt xde prsaan pe??hurm.bt owg uh pown cme..
thnk b4 u talk.
mnsie sume cme an..
kite ney an da cm adk brdik..
jgn a b'dndam o ap2..
x beq a...x ske twu ark????
t g kt mmbe ney,,mmbe ag 1 ckp cm g2 a,,gney a..
mcm mne???bler nk baek cm uh??
pent beb pkir pcl korunk jur..
nages2 ag pcl kite2 ney..
egt aq xpena demm pcl korunk???
pena seyh...2 kly uh....
aq twu a..aq x a sebaek insan an...
pena gak buwt dose...
ad gak yg lom taubat lg..
bt atlez,,aq admt kslhn yg aq buwt..
aq mnx maaf..x lari n x buwt cter len...
ad pena owg app?hurm.x kca a tuh.
yg pntg,,aq nk FOP yg dlu..
yg sllu ktwe n grau2 cm mce f2,f3...
dulik ah ap owg nk kte..
kite ngan fmly kite jur..
bt xnk a cmpy ad ckgu yg mcok hosp an!
tuh mkne nyer mnyampai an ajl!!
kwn2,,xpena kep t'pkir...
bhwe mrke2 yg dgki kite tuh,,brok2 an kite..
cmbru dgn kkuatn prshbtn kite yg suda lme t'jlin??
rmy seyh breaker yg wjud!!x cye???
cbe tliti beq2...klu korunk gdo2 uh....
ttbe ad owg k3..x peliq???
plish a cept sedo..ad ssustu d sblik kbaikn uh..
mg a x beq slh sgke..
bt,,if bnde uh btol2...
x rgret gler vavi kep bler da kne??
haih.aq syg korunk yg amat!!
andai kte,,ad ap2 yg hppen...
aq tetp ngn korunk..aq akn try crik + thng yg buley bckup korunk..
bt,,da buwt slah uh admt..
nn lg 1,,klu owg buwt clh...
tego ngn cre yg beq...an buley..
wif dat way,,owg will hrgai u all..
prcye lah..
klu ad prob..n nd sum1...
jupe jur aq seyh..aq ready dgo cter korunk ney..
BT!!!! jgn a mnyelewe...pgsan aq nk mlyn...
urp.lastly,,ily all so much!!
fwen till eternity yar!!
dun break de stone juz b'cuz of 1 thng dat's not imprttnt!

love;
bloodtm

through ur obstacle wif smiles!!

2009-06-05T13:57:00.000+08:00

dear mmbers...
gd luck in evrythng u wanna do yar!
may u all success in wut u're dream for..
i'll oweyz pray fer ya!!
rmmber,, wut eva will hppn..
i'm stll stndng besides u..
i dun cre wut people will say,,
de more importnt thngs is,,i'll b oweyz
wif u..wif muh mmbers...

love;
blood

best day ever!!

2009-06-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

ary ney besh!!!!cgt2 besh!!! :))

written by;
blood

kebohsanan edop yg x t'urus rse nyer...

2009-06-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

haih.nk twu sumtg ark??
aq rse cm d perbodo an nn d permen2 an..
xtwu np,,bt,,rse cm t'typo.aduy.
aq twu aq mepek.bt..aq rse aq lom nk mepek ag.
act tga bengong ney..sbb bru lepz kne bebel.
aq rse,aq cndri pown x twu knpe aq kne bebel..
pdhal aq x buwt clh..
xpe.xpe.edop kne b'sabo!!
redha a..ag pown aq an ske redha..
wahaha.
um,,x pena plak aq rse smungek ini.
aduy.nta ap yg aq taip pown x twu.

ney cter len..
um,,laz week,,adlh exmntn week..
aq study seyh!!
uuuhuuyyy!!
x sgke.x sgke.
wahaha.
nk twu sbb ap rajen??
sbb,,ad yg bg smngat..
wehhheee..
nk twu??
alaAaaa,,crik + thnk cndri..
akaka.um,,lmbt laon twu gak nnty..
an?an?an?
so,,beq kaw tggu jur tyme uh...

owk,,ini cter len yer..
mngsah an tntg edop aq yg agk serba kurg n t'lebeyh2.
xphm??xpe..bce cmpy abez..
hurmm.
aq ney ank pompn prtme an??
so,,msty kne byk tlg ibu..
so,,ap yg aq nk cter bukn pcl ibu..
bt,,pcl adeq2 aq...
isk.isk.isk.
uuuwwwaaaaAAaaa!!!!
[nanges dlu bai!!]
adeq aq ney,, pntang ad pluang jur..
t aq dywg buli...
uh yg cdeyh..
bleq uma bru nk ddok...
"akkkkkkAAAaaakkKK!!! tlg bb agkt bju...!!!!"
yg sowg ag..
"KKKkkkkkkaaaAAAkk GuuuurrrLLL,, tlg mira kemz meja..!!!"
pdhal aq kt cbela dywg jur..
cmpy pggl ' akak' pown da x btol!
aq rse,,akn dtg nnty,,aq pekk bukn sbb bnd...
bt..sbb culture dlm uma..
klu nk twu,,itu a rutin aq... :((
pg2,,bru bgon nnty...
"akkkkaaaAKkk,,tlg buwt an air..!!"
tgary,,klu tyme maq bpak aq keje...
"AAkkkkkkKKKaaaakk,,tlg mcak nasi greng o telur o ap2 aje!!"
wlupn sebeno nyer aq ddok kt cbela dywg,,tp,,dywg ney RABON DEKAT!!!
aduy..ley migrain cm ney.
da uh plak klu buwt nyerr ibu mnx tlg dywg sidai bju,,aq gak yg buwt..
nk twu dywg wt ap???
MEMBUTE!!!haih.nceb aq memg cm ney..
redha...hurm.da a tuh!
aq rse ckop a neyh...pnjg ccgt a plak..
ahahaha.bler aq da stat,,sush nk ctop!! :))
akhr kte.slmt mngmbl iktbar..
pndy2 a jge dri kt uma..
akakakka.

lovely;
blood48

full tyme!!!

2009-03-22T09:49:00.000+08:00

ary ney myb sgt penart...haih..
pent sbb byk planng.aduy.nk pegi mne??

so i decide to stay at home..ala..bt,,i cn't.adehhh.

gosok n gosok n gosok bju...
perrhh!!b'lmbak..nk pegi mne??
den,,kemas..kemas..kemas..
sgt letih nn sgt mmbohsan an..

so relax b'sme kit kat. :)

mnom..mnom..mnom..

mkn cmpy full! OMG!!

afta dat,,smbung keje smle..haih.
sddnly,,kne bebel pule..adehhh.
ouh nutink pown..adeq tumpah an air..[suspen!!]
xpe..xpe..it's not me..
haha.wut eva..
um,,,cmlam sgt apy nn sgt-sgt hppning..
walawe!!!sumtg hppn act..alaa,,adlah... :D
x buley lpe nn x an lupe..haha.
ur place neva b replaced!!
ade part yg sgt bangang nn membangangkn..ehee.
aish.mlu..mlu..
mcm mne nk edop ney??akaka.
sgt malu lah..um,,um,,alamak!!x buley lpe lah..
ahahha.wut eva pown.i'll try....wink!!:))
tyme uh mcm nk ctop..tp,,kcian plak an..ahaha.
so x ctop nn still lyn cmpy kowl bpe nta..
ahaha.besh yg amat!!hurmm.ad muvie bru..
TALENTIME..besh ke??hallaaa..lyn..
wlupe pown kne gak tgok sbb da jnji..
huh??jnji??ahaha.yurp jnji..
bt,,x twu jdik ke x..sbb nyer tkot ad band..
hpe x de...wehheee.
alorh..segn+mlu+bengng nanti..
sbb ap??aish.lu pikir lah cndri..!! :)
nanti klu x pegi kcian plak..
dy sgt-sgt nk tgok nn mnggu sye..
weeee.t'haru nn t'mlu..ahaha.
nanti nk ajk mmbe..pegi ramai2!!
buat rombngan..akaka.
mcm yg leps-leps tuh.. :)
ary uh sgt besh nn sgt srnok..
bt,,sye xde tyme amek gmba..
sbb nyerrr...... [haih.mlu nk cter.:D]
wek!!sye ney sumtymes pmlu...ahaha.
xtwu npe..ktrunn a kowt... :)
owk..owk.. i thnk dats all..
nutink 2 say more..

love; blood

mix feelg..

2009-03-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

aish.xtwu np..aq x ley lpe pcl ary uh..
pdhal smll mtter jep..
hurm.aq xde pown nk kutok2 owg..
bt,,xpyh a nk sound2 cm uh..
adehhh.np a kowg x dtg bnd???
f1 plak ley buwt hal an..
mg nk kne tampor!!!
patkal bru awl taon..
ney clap2 ad yg da kne plangkong ngn aq..
duhh.
klu nyerr pown respect a cnior beb!!
aduii.ekot ske kaw jep eyh nk buwt ap???
cnior kowg cpe seyh??
lg2,,kowg uh bru ag..tyer2 ah..
JGN BUWT MKE!!
elak kne pelempang jur...
xpe..xpe..
awl taon an???
buley lg sabo ney...
wait n c!!!!!

ney ad lg stu kes...
aishhh.germ towl..x buley kep klu kaw let ktwg freedom???
ney x..klu bley tiap2 ary ad jep bnde yg nk drepot!!
gado a,,ap a..
egt besh eyh???
huh?huh?
maty aq nk hndle kowg cm ne..
aduhhh.prme mnster pown x bz semacam ini..!!!
mamposSS!!
np a ske mnyush an owg len???
kaw uh cpe act???
weyh,,,klu kaw x respect aq..
aq xan respect kaw a..
aishhh.thnk cook2 b4 u do beb...!!
mind urself!!
fo0l!!

mmbe ouh baeq!!

2009-03-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

tanx fer aqila..dy byk tlg aq... :)
ske..ske..ske..
bt,,cm nk 2ka jur bckgrnd uh...
tga2 bogel!!! huahuahua
so,,aq nk renovate!!
buley? buley?
aish.baeq cgt kaw ney nk edit pge aq...
bgoz..bgoz..
um,,ap ag ek??
aih..berbyk trimas ah doe...
aq syggggsss kaw..
:)))

1st tyme user!!

2009-03-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

test2.. :)
nutink to say..juz...apy!! :DD